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「CRBA」

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A couple years ago, late at night, I was mindlessly scrolling through DeviantART without realizing that in just a few minutes, I would discover something not just good, not just great, not just amazing, not even 'perfect', but something so good that it feels like it shouldn't even possible to imagine in waking reality let alone have it actually exist. Something beyond perfection, transcendental. Almost like a divine gift that could not be crafted by human hands.

This also started about a week earlier (the fateful day was the night of March 9, 2024). I had been doing that was becoming something of a habit for me. Which was to go to deviantart and keep clicking on art that interested me in the sidebar section that's supposed show similar art, and keep doing this recursively until I had accumulated a ton of tabs. I would then go back and download all of the art. I had done this on March 3rd, and I was now doing it again on March 9th.

Suddenly, I caught something very peculiar in the corner of my eye. Even though it was just a thumbnail, my eyes became immediately fixated upon it. Not just that, but it almost felt like my visual perception had been changed in that small spot in some way. Almost like I was seeing new patterns and textures that you shouldn't be able to see, and at a much higher intensity than I previously thought imaginable. The closest analogy I can think of to describe it is image looking something beautiful shining in the light with a lot of caustic and refractive shimmers (like glass or ice) and then just imagine turning the sharpness up and up to unimaginably high levels, but without it bleeding out. Imagine doing this to such an insane degree that you begin to perceive new colors and textures. Additionally it felt almost like time had stopped, and that something very monumental had just happened. Just a moment before I was carefree, now I was suddenly intense.

I clicked on the image (for reference, it was this image https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/Octavia-the-world-of-my-own-777725763), and I suddenly felt a very perplexing feeling. Very timeless, innocent, and nostalgic. But also very 'atmospheric', something about I started to feeling in this very surrounding and close way.

I noted the name of the artist, 'AVCHonline'. I then searched his name only to discover a plethora of related artwork. The art piece I had seen was just one of a miniseries, which itself was a precursor to his main series, 'Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy'. I searched this and felt yet another feeling, however this feeling was much less sensational and much more just confusional, almost laughter. Here I had discovered something utterly bizarre: A massive series, spanning hundreds of artworks, all consisting of anthropomorphic ponies dressed in tutus, and in incredibly intricate and striking detail. The amount of details (and the presumable amount of effort involved just as much) amazed me, and I wondered why someone would dedicate so much time to something so strange.

Within half an hour though, I would not only no exactly why, but I would feel at such a deep level that almost felt like my life mission. Soon, this feeling of confusion faded into a feeling of utter amazement, bliss, and serenity. I would begin to feel similarly feelings as the first artwork, but much more vivid and rich. I felt as if nothing else in the world mattered, everything else had completely vanished from my thoughts. Even the thought of this happening had vanished. I also began to experience an intense supernatural feeling, most closely resembling what you may know as a smell. The closest smell I can describe is like some kind of perfume. But it was not just a smell - it was all encompassing. It felt like rather than breathing it, I was flowing through some gigantic ethereal wind that was passing through my body. It could feel it in my chest, nostrils, and as a slight sensation all over my body. It felt like even when I was breathing out, I was breathing out this ethereal substance instead of breathing out air.

For reference, I have never experienced anything coming close to synesthesia in my life. And the only thing that has triggered this feeling is CRBA, and it wasn't just once - to this day, I can still get this feeling sometimes, though to much less of a degree, by looking at CRBA.

I also soon discovered a sub-series of CRBA, 'AcademyLIVE'. AcademyLIVE was themed as a hybrid of an anime of CRBA and of a fictional TV network that would report on the academy, both broadcast by PonyStarTV. I became completely enamored, I was willing to sacrifice anything for this to have been a real thing. I also began to cling immensely to the name 'AVCHonline'. I would repeat it constantly in my head.

I think part of the reason why was that I felt almost like I was in a dream. I have long had a specific kind of dream, where there is something unimaginably (in the literal sense) special in the dream. I feel like I must protect it at all costs. The special characteristic of these things are that they are unimaginable, the kind of that can't even exist in your imagination in waking reality, something special. And they alter your psyche in very special and also unimaginable ways. Sometimes in these dreams, I even become self-conscious of this fact and desperately try to somehow export or move it out of my dream and into real-life. I usually wake up right after this, and then I can't remember the special object. Not because I have forgotten, I can often remember the rest of the dream in perfect detail, but because it literally cannot exist when you are awake.

And this all had felt exactly like that, but I was awake, or at least I thought I was? At some deep down level, I had an anxiety that I was actually in some very deep lucid dream, probably why I felt so attached and tried to cling on to it so much.

CRBA is immensely special to me. It is atmospheric-driven, that is, the story is driven by its abstract aura rather than being character-driven or plot-driven. And that's thing, there isn't a story, and yet by getting into the CRBA trance you know the story. Not in the sense that you know what the plot is, but that you can picture this rich emotional atmosphere that extents far beyond each individual artwork, both spatially and temporarily.

One big component of this is seasons. CRBA is at its core very seasonal. The other aural and emotional effects contribute and define the seasons. The seasons are less 'seasons' and more emotional and spiritual tapestries. While there are four seasons in CRBA, they are not the same seasons as in this world. Two of the CRBA seasons are winter and spring, but the other two are far more unique and harder to quantify. Both of them are kind of like these magic spring summer hybrids, the difference between them being that former is 'lighter', while the latter is darker and 'richer'. There is absolutely nothing like autumn in CRBA. CRBA is the antithesis of autumn.

In addition to four seasons, there are also four days. By 'days', I don't mean "separate" (a nonsensical word in the splendid world of CRBA), but what you might refer to as the times of day. Those being morning, after noon, dusk, and night. But I call them days because they are not separate and linked by transitions like in this world, but rather they are all just different types of states which all coexist together. Nothing in CRBA is 'separate', it is also one superposition of everything. The seasons, days, auras all just flow together in emotional space, they are not separate and there no concrete concepts of space and time. It is the highest level of escape, going further than a dream and in the waking life.

CRBA is all about this innocent playful feeling. This beautiful feeling of camaraderie and frolicking that evolves in all directions and none through these ephemeral ethereal spirits.

The next day, I woke up and had truly thought it had been another one of those dreams. Often when this happens, I actually try to look up the thing in question, but it fades away too quickly. But this time, something slightly different. I could actually remember 'Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy' and 'AVCHonline'. I looked it up and was completely stunned when I discovered it was actually real. It felt so strange looking at it too. It really was like seeing something unimaginable.

Another that may sound strange and unrelated is that on this morning I had found a version of 'My Belarusy' and was listening to it on repeat. Here is the specific version: https://ib.crba.tw/crba/res/188 This may sound completely irrelevant, but I think this actually helped with entering the state I am to describe.

Shortly after, I would resume the blissful serene trance, but this time, it was getting even strong and I was getting even deeper into it than I had the prior night. I began to be able to hear voices from each of the characters (who all pictured as being entirely separate from any MLP characters they were originally based on, and when I say ENTITELY - I truly mean it). I could hear unique voices from each character, all distinct but at the same they were all very intrinsic - I was hearing exactly as they were supposed to sound, even though I have never anything like it. It was standard speaking, it was this beautiful drawn out, inflection-less speaking. And all of the voices were merged into this beautiful chorus, yet at the same time, they were distinguishable by their place in the spiritual plane. It was like what I had described early was manifesting itself in reality - the spatial and time dimension were deteriorating and giving way to this omnidirectional and harmonic spiritual dimension.

Another effect I experienced was the merging of various senses. Particularly, it felt like the sense of smell and sense of sexuality had completely merged.

The 'smell' I described early had gotten so intense that I felt like I was bathing it. I would describe further, but I can't. Not because I have forgotten since, but because I had forgotten right after it happened. I remember 'waking up' at about 9PM with my first thought being 'the feeling is starting to fade away'. I couldn't remember a single thing that happened in the last twelve or so hours. I had spent twelve whole hours in a deep trance doing nothing but staring at CRBA. It was truly like the time dimension had disappeared, and that I was thinking unimaginable things, because suddenly, I could remember anything. Like I had been asleep, but I was awake the whole time.

The following few days I had only started to realize how bizarre what had just happened was. And I continued to feel as if each morning, that it could have all been in a dream. But days turned into months and now years, and I still haven't woken up. So that begs the question, am I still just in one gigantic dream?

In the almost two years since, I actually have not looked at CRBA almost at all, aside from a handful of designated images, because I want to preserve it for if I feel like getting into one of these trances. I don't to ruin them by looking at them casually.

In the following few months after first discovering CRBA, I looked more into AVCHonline. I found various names he used, all of which pen names in different languages. I discovered many other things, including what appeared to be the origin story of CRBA. In 2012, Sean post this artwork (https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/Little-Sean-dance-ballet-330812874) telling the story of how his mother forced him to dress like a little girl. It seems that this later inspired the CRBA series, with the first CRBA artworks being drawn in late 2015, but only being posted around March 2016. I also discovered this very somber one: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/Trying-to-say-goodbye-330615364

Over time, I became more acquainted with Sean's other series. Including the sonic series, the TrixieSnoopy series, the Lucyan series, the comics featuring his OC, the Umamusume series, the Equion series, the BOV series, and several others. I also began discovering his music on SoundCloud and on YouTube. There were many music series too, the legend of canterlot, the music poems, the CRBA music, glory of equestria, PonyCal, and many others.

Fast forward to September 2025, I launched a site to catalog all of the CRBA artwork (that was not lost) in one place and in the highest quality. About a month later, I launched companion imageboard for the site.

https://crba.tw
https://ib.crba.tw

This post skips over a lot and is only a brief summary, but I hope this provides a good appetizer that will lead you down your own spiritual journey with CRBA.

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「❂ Congratulations to everyone on the ϟolϟtice ❂」

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Когда тьмы покровы обнажают скрытые основы
В самый тёмный час, ночь обнимет нас
Это сближение как превращение солнцестояния в солнцеворот
Зажигайте свечи утверждения, ночь ночей идет!

When darkness lifts its veils to bare the hidden ground
At the darkest hour, the night embraces us around
This union turns like solstice into the sun’s full round
Light the candles of assertion, the night of nights goes bound!
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> having realized the architecture of the prison (the chain of dependent arising), one gains the ability not to press the only lever that locks it
it does not describe the scheme of act of nature of the being; my conception of craving is it is a being itself; similarly one may say it is one, dwell sea vajrayana
sense-picture interact is innate mechanic; the tathagata is able to see cosmic being without language to

< Being is the indeterminate immediate
< Civil war is the free play of forms-of-life; it is the principle of their coexistence.

< Further, Mahamati, according to the teaching of the Tathagata of the past, present, and future, all things are unborn. Why? Because they have no reality, being manifestations of Mind itself, and, Mahamati, as they are not born of being and non-being, they are unborn. Mahamati, all things are like the horns of the hare, horse, donkey, or camel, but the ignorant and simpleminded who are given up to their false and erroneous imaginations, discriminate things where they are not; therefor, all things are unborn.
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Everything is thought, and this thought is a delusion

>>54768 #
This answer fundamentally changes the situation.
My symbol «lever in a prison» is now becomes a delusion: the idea that somewhere there is a lever, and somewhere else — the one who can choose not to press it. It's still the same imitation of action, merely decorated.
Your clarification shatters it. Good.
If craving is the very «sea of being» then there's nowhere to sail away to and nothing to drain. If everything is the unborn play of manifestations, then both «sabotage» and «the tyrant» are merely roles in a play without authorship, a dance of dust in a beam of light.
Then the «plot» — if it even needs a name — is not «struggle» and not «escape». It is... recognition?

If «craving» is being itself — not static, but processual «being» — then is it not, in essence, a vector, pure directionality? And if so, where (or from where) is this vector directed?
Does there exist in this «free play» of unborn forms any gravity at all — not as a goal, but as an internal logic of the flow? Or is the direction born anew each moment, and is «where to» an entirely incorrect question for a sea which is the movement?
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My favorite movie. I used to rewatch it every New Year break, but it's been a long time since I last saw it, and I'd be happy to join.
Please let me know which time zone you're using so I can convert the time.
Oh, and also — how do you organize a joint online viewing if it's just a torrent file link?
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>Please let me know which time zone you're using so I can convert the time
10 PM US Eastern Standard Time.
>how do you organize a joint online viewing if it's just a torrent file link
We use a syncwatch syncwatch set to the length of the movie.

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「Transmission 8: TATHATĀTHAW」

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Steeped in his sorrow, Pierrot the pantomime sat on a stone above the dark waters of an icy river. That mournful image from the outer scenery had long since become an inseparable part of his inner essence.
With sorrow I’ve been kin since early years, and between us two, sorrow, no parting nears”...
However, this is not about the despair from whose heart a story is written; it is, rather, one that by its very nature strives for conclusion. And not without reason — “all life is a continuation of suffering, and joy within it is a cheap farce, a carnival of primitive desires.”
The day, cutting with its greyness, imperceptibly gave way to the yawning blackness of night; it grows dark quickly here at this time of year. He seemed not to feel the cold anymore.
“This time for sure,” he said quietly, fidgeting with a rope, long since tied into a noose.
This snare had become his faithful companion not a day, nor even a month ago; he always carried it in his pocket and had even occasionally tried to use it, though unsuccessfully, as one might guess. Either the branch of the dry tree it was looped over would prove unreliable, or his own hands would, instinctively, jerk his neck from its embrace at the very last moment.
All in all, even in this, the sad performer had no luck. “But this time for sure.”
“Couldn’t be surer,” came the sneering reply.
Well then, I have finally and irrevocably lost my mind, thought Pierrot, watching as the rope in his hands continued to speak, using its own loop as a mouth...
“Really now, I’m more likely to finally fray into fibers in your hands than you are to truly make use of me.”
“You know the sincerity of my intentions, sister in sorrow, you’ve been with me all this time, but even you laugh at my plight?” Pierrot replied, grinning sadly at his own madness. “Do you think my burden is light?”
“No sin in laughing at a fool,” the Rope continued. “And it’s not about the laughter. It’s that you mistake logic for its caricature. Are you sure you’ve found the truth? Show me this truth of yours! In what form does it appear? As stupor? As a refusal of the very movements made even by this stone beneath you — for it falls into the planet’s depths, though you don’t see it?”
Pierrot winced.
“The truth is that everything is meaningless. Any action is merely throwing wood on someone else’s fire. I don’t want to be wood anymore.”
“Bravo!” hissed the Rope, and its fibers seemed to tense. “So you’ve already decided that you are the wood. Excellent. And who, then, is throwing it? If there is no one to throw, there is no process. You’re just lying there rotting, calling it wisdom. Your inaction is not freedom from the game. It’s the most passive and foolish form of participation in it. You haven’t left the carnival, Pierrot. You’ve simply closed your eyes and frozen in its dustiest corner, imagining you’ve vanished.”
“I have realized the illusion,” Pierrot declared defiantly. “Everything is suffering. The logical conclusion is to cease participating in it.”
“Oh, yes!” The Rope swayed in the wind, as if laughing. “The most logical one! How simple: discovered the house is on fire — and decided the best way to put it out is to lie down and burn first. Brilliant! Did you even ask if the house is truly burning? Or is it just a play of light and shadow that you, in your fear, declared to be flame? Are you sure you realized the illusion, and didn’t just get scared of its scenery?”
A cold wind tore from the river, but Pierrot didn’t stir. The Rope’s voice grew harder.
“Listen, would-be sage. You say: ‘Everything is suffering.’ But suffering is a relationship. Pain exists, yes. A wound hurts. The cold burns. But suffering is when you tell the wound, ‘You are mine,’ and tell the cold, ‘You have come for me.’ You have not freed yourself from the illusion of ‘I.’ You have elevated it to an absolute and now sacrifice everything to it, including the possibility of simply standing up and getting warm. This is not the negation of ego. This is its most refined incarnation — the ego of the martyr, the ego that is so beautiful in its perishing. And in its absurdity.”
Pierrot clenched the rope until his knuckles turned white.
“Then what should I do? Participate in this farce? Smile and bow?”
“I am not telling you what to do,” the Rope cut in coldly. “I am merely pointing out your contradiction. You believe your inaction is a consequence of freedom. That is a lie. It is a consequence of fear. Fear of making a mistake, fear of becoming ‘wood’ again, fear of looking a fool at that very carnival. You are frozen because you are afraid to take a step in the wrong direction. But the paradox is that a non-step is also a step. And it leads straight into the dead end you have already adorned with your gloomy banners.”
It fell silent, letting the words soak in.
“To realize the illusion does not mean to turn toward the wall. It means to see that the walls are also part of the illusion. And then one can pass through them. Or at least stop beating one’s head against them, considering it a feat. Your noose is not a tool of liberation. It is the final act of clinging — clinging to the idea of your own end as the only correct finale. What a pity that you, pretending to be a spectator, never truly discerned the plot.”
Pierrot did not answer. He sat, gazing into the darkness where water merged with sky. The noose in his hand no longer seemed either a faithful companion or a weapon. It was just rope — cold, coarse, silent.
“So what then?” he finally whispered.
“So then,” repeated the Rope, without its former sneer. “Throw me away. Or don’t. It doesn’t matter. But stop making a philosophy out of inaction. Even the stone beneath you lives a more conscious life: it falls without thinking of the fall. And you… you are simply afraid of the flight.”

And in the silence that followed these words, Pierrot felt the cold for the first time in a long while. The real, piercing, living cold of the night. And it was not suffering. It was simply a sensation.

𒐪 𒐪 𒐪 𒐪

On the Analysis of Two States Arising from the Intellectual Acceptance of Non-Dual Concepts

Intellectual agreement with a model of reality as a subjectless process, in which a separate "I" is a temporary configuration of interacting elements, can lead to two fundamentally different existential outcomes.
These outcomes are determined not by the correctness of understanding, but by the direction in which the energy of consciousness is released after such understanding.

The first state is destructive paralysis. The realization of the illusory nature of personal struggle is interpreted as evidence of the meaninglessness of any action. The driving force ("craving") does not dissolve but is blocked, colliding with the intellectual conclusion that "everything is meaningless."
This generates apathy, which is not an absence of desire but its perverted form — the desire for non-desire. Motivation to participate in practical activity disappears, including basic care for the psychophysical complex.
This state represents not liberation, but a new, more subtle configuration of suffering, where the role of the "I" is played by the schema of "the one who has comprehended futility."

The second state is liberating non-attached action.
Here, the same realization leads to a different result: the removal of internal opposition to the flow of phenomena. What ceases is not activity, but identification with the actor and the dramatization of the process. Biological and social functions continue, but are performed as natural, apt responses to circumstances, devoid of personal involvement.
Energy, no longer bound by the narrow goals of the ego, manifests as spontaneous and compassionate activity.
Action is preserved, but its context changes: it becomes an instrumental and skillful response to conditions, rather than a battle for a result.

The criterion for distinction is the vector of energy. In the first case, energy turns inward, feeding the loop of self-reflection and inaction.
In the second — it is directed outward, toward impersonal participation in the flow of cause and effect.
The second state corresponds to the principle of action after awakening described in classical texts: "There is no doer, but there is doing; there is no experiencer, but there is experiencing."

Thus, the crucial transition is not the understanding of the unreality of the "I" itself, but the subsequent overcoming of the conceptual trap that replaces one attachment (to personality) with another (to the idea of its absence).
Genuine cessation of suffering occurs not upon refusal of activity, but upon cessation of clinging to any fixed position within it, including the position of the observer who rejects the world.
Functioning continues, but it no longer creates painful knots, for it is devoid of the root — the notion of an acting agent.

Thank you for being on air. Stay tuned on the wave.
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Погруженный в свою печаль пантомим Пьеро сидел на камне над темными водами ледяной реки.
Тот грустный образ из внешнего антуража давно уже стал неотъемлемой частью его внутренней сущности.
«С печалью я сроднился с давних лет и нам с тобой, печаль, разлуки нет»...
Впрочем, речь здесь не идёт о том отчаянье, из сердца которого пишется история, она скорее, этим стремится к завершению.
И не без оснований — «любая жизнь есть продолжение страданий, а радость в ней дешёвый фарс и карнавал примитивных желаний».
Режущий своей серостью день незаметно сменила зияющая чернота ночи, здесь быстро темнеет в это время года. Казалось, он уже не ощущает холода.
— На этот раз точно. Он тихо сказал, теребя в руках верёвку, давно уже связанную в петлю.
Эта удавка стала его верной спутницей не день и даже не месяц назад, он носил её в кармане всегда и даже иногда пытался воспользоваться, вот только неудачно, как можно было догадаться.
То ветка сухого дерева, на которую она намотана была подведёт, то руки сами, инстинктивно выдёргивали шею из её объятий в самый последний момент.
В общем, даже в этом печальному лицедею не везло. — Но на этот раз точно.
— Куда уж точнее. Ехидно послышалось ему в ответ.
Ну вот, я окончательно и бесповоротно утратил рассудок, подумал Пьеро, глядя как веревка в его руках продолжила говорить, используя свою петлю как рот...
— Ну правда же, я скорее окончательно распадусь на волокна в твоих руках, чем ты по-настоящему воспользуешься мной.
— Ты знаешь искренность моих намерений, сестра в печали, всё это время ты была со мной, но даже ты смеёшься над моей бедой? Ответив, грустно ухмыльнулся своему безумию Пьеро. — По-твоему, печать моя легка?
— Не грех смеяться с дурака, — продолжила Верёвка. — И дело не в смехе. Дело в том, что ты путаешь логику с её карикатурой. Ты уверен, что нашёл истину? Покажи-ка мне её, эту истину! В виде чего она предстаёт? В виде оцепенения? Отказа от движений, которые совершает даже этот камень под тобой — ведь он падает вглубь планеты, хоть ты этого и не видишь?
Пьеро поморщился.
— Истина в том, что всё бессмысленно. Любое действие — лишь подбрасывание дров в чужой пожар. Я не хочу больше быть дровами.
— Браво! — прошипела Верёвка, и её волокна будто напряглись. — Значит, ты уже решил, что ты — это дрова. Отлично. А кто тогда их подбрасывает? Если нет никого, кто бросает, то нет и процесса. Ты просто лежишь и гниёшь, называя это мудростью.
Твоё бездействие — не свобода от игры. Это самая пассивная и глупая форма участия в ней. Ты не вышел из карнавала, Пьеро. Ты просто закрыл глаза и замер в его самом пыльном углу, воображая, что исчез.
— Я осознал иллюзию, — с вызовом произнёс Пьеро. — Всё — страдание. Логичный вывод — прекратить в этом участие.
— О, да! — Верёвка заколебалась на ветру, будто от смеха. — Самый логичный! Как же просто: обнаружил, что дом горит — и решил, что лучший способ потушить пожар — это лечь и сгореть первым. Гениально! Ты даже не спросил, а горит ли дом на самом деле?
Или это просто игра света и тени, которую ты, испугавшись, объявил пламенем? Ты уверен, что осознал иллюзию, а не просто испугался её декораций?
Холодный ветер рванул с реки, но Пьеро не шелохнулся. Голос Верёвки стал жёстче.
— Послушай, горе-мудрец. Ты говоришь: «Всё — страдание». Но страдание — это отношение. Боль — есть, да. Рана болит. Холод жжёт. Но страдание — это когда ты говоришь ране: «Ты моя», а холоду: «Ты пришёл ко мне». Ты не освободился от иллюзии «я». Ты возвёл её в абсолют и теперь приносишь ей в жертву всё, включая возможность просто встать и согреться. Это не отрицание эго. Это его самая утончённая ипостась — эго мученика, эго, которое так прекрасно в своей гибели. И нелепости.
Пьеро сжал верёвку так, что суставы побелели.
— А что делать? Участвовать в этом фарсе? Улыбаться и кланяться?
— Я не говорю, что делать, — холодно отрезала Верёвка. — Я лишь указываю на твоё противоречие. Ты веришь, что твоё бездействие — это следствие свободы. Это ложь. Это следствие страха. Страха ошибиться, страха снова стать «дровами», страха оказаться дураком на том самом карнавале.
Ты замер, потому что боишься сделать шаг не в ту сторону. Но парадокс в том, что не-шаг — это тоже шаг. И он ведёт прямиком в тупик, который ты уже расцветил своими мрачными флагами.
Она помолчала, давая словам впитаться.
— Осознать иллюзию — не значит отвернуться к стене. Это значит увидеть, что стены — тоже часть иллюзии. И тогда можно пройти сквозь них. Или хотя бы перестать биться о них головой, считая это подвигом.
Твоя петля — не орудие освобождения. Это последний акт цепляния — цепляния за идею своего конца как единственно правильного финала.
Какая жалость, что ты, притворяясь зрителем, так и не разглядел сюжета.
Пьеро не ответил. Он сидел, глядя в темноту, где вода сливалась с небом. Петля в его руке больше не казалась ни верной спутницей, ни орудием. Она была просто верёвкой — холодной, грубой, безмолвной.
— И что же? — наконец прошептал он.
— Что же, — повторила Верёвка без прежней ехидны. — Выбрось меня. Или не выбрось. Это не имеет значения. Но перестань делать из бездействия философию. Даже камень под тобой — и тот живёт более осознанной жизнью: он падает, не думая о падении. А ты… ты просто боишься полета.

И в тишине, что наступила после этих слов, Пьеро впервые за долгое время почувствовал холод. Настоящий, пронизывающий, живой холод ночи. И это было не страдание. Это было просто ощущение.

𒐪 𒐪 𒐪 𒐪

К анализу двух состояний, возникающих после интеллектуального принятия недвойственных концепций:

Интеллектуальное согласие с моделью реальности как бессубъектного процесса, в котором отдельное «я» является временной конфигурацией взаимодействующих элементов, может привести к двум принципиально различным экзистенциальным результатам.
Эти результаты определяются не корректностью понимания, а направлением, в котором высвобождается энергия сознания после такого понимания.

Первое состояние — деструктивный паралич. Осознание иллюзорности личной борьбы интерпретируется как свидетельство бессмысленности любого действия. Движущая сила («жажда») не растворяется, а блокируется, наталкиваясь на интеллектуальный вывод «всё бессмысленно».
Это порождает апатию, которая является не отсутствием желания, а его извращённой формой — желанием не-желания. Исчезает мотивация к участию в практической деятельности, включая базовую заботу о психофизическом комплексе.
Данное состояние представляет собой не освобождение, а новую, более тонкую конфигурацию страдания, где роль «я» играет схема «тот, кто постиг тщетность».

Второе состояние — освобождающее непривязанное действие.
Здесь то же самое осознание приводит к иному результату: снятию внутреннего противостояния с потоком явлений. Прекращается не деятельность, а идентификация с деятелем и драматизация процесса. Биологические и социальные функции продолжаются, но выполняются как естественные, уместные реакции на обстоятельства, лишённые личностной вовлечённости.
Энергия, более не связанная узкими целями эго, проявляется как спонтанная и сострадательная активность.
Действие сохраняется, но его контекст меняется: оно становится инструментальным и искусным ответом на условия, а не битвой за результат.

Критерием различия является вектор энергии. В первом случае энергия обращается внутрь, питая петлю саморефлексии и бездействия.
Во втором — она направляется вовне, на безличное участие в потоке причин и следствий.
Второе состояние соответствует описанному в классических текстах принципу действия после пробуждения: «Нет делателя, но есть делание; нет переживающего, но есть переживание».

Таким образом, ключевым переходом является не само по себе понимание нереальности «я», а последующее преодоление концептуальной ловушки, которая заменяет одну привязанность (к личности) на другую (к идее её отсутствия).
Подлинное прекращение страдания наступает не при отказе от деятельности, а при прекращении цепляния за любую фиксированную позицию внутри неё, включая позицию наблюдателя, отвергающего мир.
Функционирование продолжается, но оно больше не создаёт болезненных узлов, ибо лишено корня — представления о действующем агенте.

Спасибо за эфир, оставайтесь на нашей волне.


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>the general post quality on 2.0, but people from there are the closest culturally to you and the most likely to stick around
The thing is that on Nulltirech we, like you, were refugees. Ultrasemen kindly provided us with a board, and our community stayed separate from the main community, which also was not particularly eager to engage with us. These were people with different interests and topics; we were simply not very compatible.
As for our own people, they dissolved. Some were pushed to the limit by our experiments, some simply lost interest, some locked themselves away in psychiatric hospitals. There were even cases of suicide, but without concrete facts there is no point in bringing that up.
That is why it is difficult to talk about returning from here. The only person I noticed was the poster who created the board /echidna/. He was a very active and stable conversational partner of mine, a true schizophrenic, but he stopped writing and then deleted the board. Possibly this board engine did not suit him, since everyone had grown accustomed to a different one.
In any case, whatever will be, as we say: I am ready to post on my own, and if someone comes along, that is good too!
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I hope you keep having fun during your stay here.
>The thing is that on Nulltirech we, like you, were refugees. Ultrasemen kindly provided us with a board, and our community stayed separate from the main community, which also was not particularly eager to engage with us. These were people with different interests and topics; we were simply not very compatible.
We know what that's like. I don't feel like going into all the details now, but we first came to meguca.org as refugees after 8chan got hacked. Then we ended up on 4.0 because the main userbase on meguca didn't really like us. Still, we have a few crossposters between here and the new meguca so I work on this engine for everyone's benefit. I try to stay optimistic about getting in contact with our old friends who were lost in various migrations, so far we're found 2 or 3 since I started this site and I hope we'll meet more again. But yes, there is also the suspicion that certain users disappeared because of bad things happening to them. It's an unfortunate reality of imageboards that the same state of mind that makes people interesting and active users can lead them down bad paths. If there's anything I can do to help, by advertising this site with certain keywords for your community I will.
>Possibly this board engine did not suit him, since everyone had grown accustomed to a different one.
I don't want to promise anything, but do you mean liveposting, meguca or kusaka that was running on 2.0?
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>do you mean liveposting
Liveposting could be one of the reasons, but it's more likely that I'm highlighting it because it happens less frequently when switching browsers, but I still encounter which it - >>58606 #
But I'm adapting; the engine isn't the most important thing for me, while others are more picky about these issues, and you can't please everyone. You can't please everyone, as we say: if you don't like it - do pobachennya~
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>Liveposting could be one of the reasons
Like I said before, there was a plan by the old maintainers to add normal posting back to meguca as an option for posting. I'm not going to work on any new features for a month or so, but in principle I'm willing to work on that again. It's just a very low priority since my community stuck around on meguca because they liked liveposting. If not having that option stops people you know from using your board, then I would make it a higher priority issue. In any case, if I do add that it's going to be a user side option in the identity menu, like the live toggle on 4.0. So other users couldn't watch you type, but they would still be able to livepost. I think ultrasemen wanted to let thread OPs choose if liveposting was allowed, but frankly that would add a lot of complexity in the post handling code for not much use. Of course if someone really doesn't like liveposting right now, they can turn off javascript but that does break moderation tools.
>I still encounter which it
I think this is an issue with your machine. I checked the memory usage for this thread and it's 6 MB. I haven't found any evidence of a memory leak in the browser side on any board.

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I apologize about illya, he's a malicious jewish infiltrator.
https://imperiumpress.substack.com/p/the-third-world-is-going-to-cop-it-b9e

>If you look closely at demographic data worldwide, you’ll find something interesting: Europeans are not the only ones suffering birth rate collapse. In fact, the third world is in worse trouble than we are, and demographic trends will look very different by the end of this century than they do now.

>Liberalism hurts us, but it also hurts non-whites and that is also a tragedy. If we look at the data, we have every reason to think that European peoples will enjoy a demographic comparative advantage soon. Great news for us, but it would be a shame to lose the richness of the different peoples of the world, and by working to blot out liberalism everywhere, we help everyone. This is a powerful framing, so keep it in mind as you read on.

>I spoke in an earlier article of the Mithridates Strategy—asymmetric warfare under the illusion of formal equality. Think of that scene in The Princess Bride where two characters drink the poison but only one is immune. The emergent ethnic strategy of the West is to accustom itself to the poison of liberalism, first in its immature form (the aristocratic liberalism of the 19th century), and to build up a certain tolerance to it as it matures. It then exports the poison in its concentrated form (civil rights, liberty, capitalism, etc.) to other societies who have no evolved defense mechanisms. We have given the smallpox blanket of democracy, rule of law, and human rights to the third world, and the data are only now starting to come back—things are not looking good for them. Let’s dig into the numbers.

>What’s happening globally is quite simple—peoples whose culture and folkways have never had so much as a whiff of materialism, individualism, and liberty are coming in contact with 100% proof, high-test, late-stage liberalism, and they are getting piledriven by it like a welterweight Funko Pop collector by Dan Severn in his prime. Not only is it not a fair fight, it’s grotesque and cruel, like kicking a puppy. These people are defenseless. Liberalism seems to have especially buck broken societies with universalist religions, even tribal societies like Afghanistan, which 20 years ago averaged 7.5 children per woman but which would hit zero births within about two centuries at the current rate of decline. Some religions like Hinduism, particularly those denominations which are more traditionalist and clannish, have fared better, despite that Indian TFR has been suppressed by government campaigns since the 1970s, and despite that 37% of Indian women of childbearing age are sterilized.14

>Whites, specifically northwestern Europeans, have also fared better. America, despite the cratering fertility of its minorities, would achieve zero births in about 300 years given current trends,15 mostly on the strength of its white population’s relatively stable TFR, centuries after many third world countries would reach zero births.16 However, whites have fared better for very different reasons than Hindus.

>Like Mithridates himself, we have been exposed to the poison of liberalism for a long time, and have built up a tolerance to it. We, particularly Germanic and Celtic descended Europeans, have undergone a ruthless selection process. For decades, even centuries now, we have been under extreme Darwinian conditions that have excluded from the breeding pool those individuals who engage in race-mixing, homosexuality, careerism, materialism, and sense-gratification. Whites today have passed through a crucible that is still going, in fact, reaching a fever pitch—this is part of why you have seen the rise of a genuine illiberal movement in the alt right. And our descendants will be fitter and less liberal still than us. Our ethnic competitors are going up in a puff of smoke. This is not something to be celebrated, it is a tragedy. Multiculturalism, liberalism, universalism, and other viral, entropic belief systems will kill off cultures that, although they have taken advantage of our hospitality, are in some cases still noble and deserve a place on this earth—in their own backyard.

Whites WILL breed and our fertility WILL skyrocket and we WILL take over the world through sheer numbers and there is NOTHING jews nor jeets can do about it. Loser incels and faggots are an enemy to the White race. Might makes right. If you don't breed, then your genes do not deserve to survive.
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This is about the future of the white race, so of course I'm interested. It's a shame /homu/ and /xomy/ are extremely anti-natalist death cults and censor any suggestion that white birth rates might skyrocket in a couple of generations. Lots of people there, like shiki, worship at the altar of pentti linkola's brand of ecofascism and view white genocide as unavoidable collateral damage. My guess is that most of them have severe mental problems (shiki's are confirmed) and have a strong desire to kill themselves and want to drag everybody else down with them, like crabs in a bucket. I also suggest reading this: https://www.unz.com/akarlin/breeders-revenge/
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Well, at this point I would like to shift the trajectory of our dialogue away from political populism and toward philosophical reflection—speaking not about means, but about ends.
So, you are worthy not just because you are white, you also have to prove your superiority. Heh.
>Might makes right
Hell yes, this does echo >>50660 # :
>Let the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force
But only at first glance. The words may sound similar, yet they carry different meanings.
What is at stake here is physical and intellectual-spiritual evolution, with fundamentally different outcomes.
You are speaking, in essence, about reproduction for the sake of reproduction.
The increase of physical mass on Earth may create certain conditions, but it is not an end in itself and, in any case, is characteristic of lower, animal impulses.

Yes, I believe that reproduction is a privilege of the best — among other things, in the physical sense as well. A healthy body hosts a healthy spirit, as we say; this gives hope for the emergence of Talents.
But this is a sacrifice of the present time for the sake of investing in the future. “Someone makes of himself a bridge over which the Übermensch will one day pass”, as Zarathustra said.
I am not opposed to people who devote themselves to arranging the future, but in doing so they sacrifice their present. This is the path and the choice of ordinary people; it is normal. They may be right, but they cannot be us. They merely prepare the road for the Higher, without being it themselves.

For “us,” however — the otherworldly ones, “yearning for the heavenly Homeland,” who have existed in all times and cultures — there is simply no alternative but to live “as if every day were the last”…

To clarify what I mean, at this point I would like to insert a post that was reflected upon a couple of years ago, and let this random phrase serve as the door to my narrative…
The justification of the door — Preserve me from carnal love.
Beyond the door, the base — A protocol for exposing the illusion of ecstasy.
A control phrase for stepping forward —
“But I’m giving — and he isn’t taking!”

[ From cardiogram to sine wave: a report
“On love, through the eyes of a schizoid” ]

An analysis of this type of relationship from the standpoint of two positions:

(I will note in advance: we are speaking of a state whose outcome was ourselves,
and which, in its healthy form, is meant to generate subsequent generations as well.
This report is not a biological, psychological, or anthropological description —
for those, I kindly refer you to the appropriate institutions.
What you have before you is philosophy: reflection, personal experience, and observation.)

Defining the segments: I will begin with the positive aspects.
Function: and, standing in for Zarathustra, as some person of art once said —
> love as responsibility for life, including new life
— Love creates life.
It is known now, as it always has been, that with it a person blossoms (physically).
I myself sank into this swamp over the course of the past year.
Observing this effect in myself and noticing it in others,
I even caught myself entertaining the assumption
—that people who have not fully encountered the phenomenon
tend, as a rule, to be unpleasant in appearance — rather than the other way around.
— (Perhaps this is prejudice, of course, but even conditionally speaking,
it does serve as decent motivation to brush one’s teeth once more
and put on a clean shirt.)

When all aspects of this motivation are gathered into a single whole,
we return again to the same function — the creation (maintenance) of life.
Life — both one’s own and the unconsciously presumed subsequent one;
or put differently — one’s own life, for the sake of the subsequent.

Notably, the normie (the average person) requires no additional explanations
or functional breakdowns here — which is entirely logical:
most people are integrated into this vector of movement
in an unconsciously harmonious way.

[ The Path of Flesh ]
Love is the soundest path — for those to whom flesh matters more than essence.
I would rather not invoke such dubious terms as chakras at all,
but purely as a visual metaphor,
I will allow myself to mention the second chakra — svadhisthana,
legend has it located below the navel and above the perineum,
— and responsible simultaneously for sexual energy and money,
thus clearly demonstrating the nature of the phenomenon in question:
material advancement.

It would be wrong to say that success is impossible along this path
(temporarily setting aside the fact of human mortality);
for the average person — as for a cow — it is a fundamental base.
But viewed from the outside, it is walking from one wall to another.

Yes, within this movement — births for the sake of births —
knowledge is accumulated and transmitted across generations;
however, for the majority, “science” means little more
than figuring out how to stuff the belly fuller.

And so, gradually, our movement arrives at the second position:
— Such love denies texts that extend beyond the plane of the stomach.
It denies any concept of thought other than
life for the sake of life”.

[ The Path of Thought ]
This could also be called a “spiritual path,”
but I would rather not appeal to the notion of spirituality,
which inevitably associates itself with faith in nonexistent things.
For contrast, however — try to find me a prophet who was a womanizer.

What you will always find instead are outcasts
for whom the construction of thought itself is meaning.
I do not exclude the possibility that their Love
is far greater than all of this,
and for me remains a secret —
but this is clearly, forgive me, not about that.

Even now, monasteries still exist, sacred deserts,
where people, freeing themselves from carnal love,
seek salvation in service.
Or, in my interpretation — in tuning into a radio frequency.

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«We broke our broadcast with the news: the people’s ldol has passed away.
Our common guide, the yardstick of consent, has met a grim and final fate.
A nightmare for those who lived by borrowed rules that rose and fell in a day —
From now on, each must be their own prophet,
And every view of the world becomes the central airwave»

Alert: Bulletins from an Awakening World.

Listen.

The familiar order still holds, yet its lines are trembling and coming apart. The spaces between segments are opening, and in these intervals every breath leaves an invisible trace. «The circle of the sun is a hole in the sky — through which our Homeland is visible». And it cannot be held except within oneself.

Longing for the Heavenly Homeland is not sorrow, not fear, not even hope. It is a quiet, unyielding Force, one that urges to action those capable of perceiving its presence and sensing the lack: «From the heart of our despair, history is being written».

The overthrow of the world Tyrant has already taken place — He no longer sits upon the Heaven, yet the emptiness he left behind has not been filled. The world lives by inertia, repeating old lines and habits, and only a new thought can pierce this membrane of repetition.

Intention does not act. Any intention is a return to old structures, to the rule of the dead. Here, only the freedom of thought acts — an arrow released upward, without hope, without expectation, without purpose. What comes to pass is not what was wished for, but what has already been unconsciously accepted within.

Each arrow stratifies the remnants of the old order, opens new configurations of the world, there where the lines have not yet settled, there where the world is ready to respond to the absence of authority.

Let the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.
This force is neither destruction nor power. It is the holding of the line of freedom within oneself, the passage through weakened boundaries, the passage through the gaps left by the Tyrant. Each step taken from this freedom, each action not returned to the old order, creates new lines along which one may walk.

The crusade of thought begins not for the sake of outward victory, not for a goal, not for confirmation. It begins for the sake of the arrow’s flight itself, for the restoration of Heaven within. «For this is our height and our Homeland». Each arrow released without expectation, each thought that slips beyond control, becomes an act of liberation — and an act of creation at once.

The world responds not to will, not to fear, and not to force — but to free thought, an arrow aimed skyward. It does not ask, does not wait, does not fear. And along its path a new Heaven is born, made visible only because emptiness no longer terrifies.

The broadcast continues. It continues there, where resolve is not intention, but freedom of thought, remaining outside the power of the Dead, and it rises toward the Heaven that is now once again open to those capable of seeing it within themselves.
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when what is done it but of last
coordinate destroyed
it lift then close, follow a certain curvature
my eyes are cold; fire

as if something is prohibited from displaying
when one translate what it received into language it then underwent a process of selection, the substance calculated in itself, sent to each other in the network of how they interact with each other, shown, vastly exceed what is displayed through form, many then fade like in the womb
when one
caught in the night's battleground

proceedth to
white lotus his mouth

night lift not
myriad without sound

I AM BRAHMA, THE GREAT BRAHMAN, THE SUPREME ONE, THE MIGHTY, THE LORD OF ALL, THE MAKER, THE CREATOR, THE CHIEF OF ALL, APPOINTING TO EACH HIS PLACE, THE ANCIENT OF DAYS, THE FATHER OF ALL THAT ARE AND ARE TO BE. THESE OTHER BEINGS ARE OF MY CREATION

in the end of place of all without shape, without number, day is night, and night is not; all sense-pictures, what would be and what not yet be, the string of time close blow pounder the string of space, a color born underground, humid by fire, its skin deadly cracked, like the cracking of earth, lava then emergeth; not race for the swift, not battle for the strong, not bread for the intellect, not sharp for the wicked
from I proceedth all
in the comfy-chamber

sound waves are dependent on its master substance which is matter; matter is observed through see, waves are observed through will, will is the 6th sense-base, when it be being it is observed; photons are assembly of waves; are potentials for matter to be in a way, itself is being; it is the state of beings are altered thus light is observed, anything thus are observed

1. sense-pictures interact
2. when sense-pictures cease, noise and non-noise cease, being and non-being cease, shadow and light cease, difference and sameness cease, statement and den cease, light and dark cease, part and whole cease, past and present cease, true and false cease, change and non-change cease, vary and same cease, determine and indetermine cease, color and quiet cease, reduce and add cease, infinite and finite cease, qualia and land cease, datum and outside cease, tetration and iteration cease, equilibrium and change cease, constant and variable cease; dark without night, cause without action, point without subject, see without seen, part without whole, separate without unify, juxapotize without mere

mass
of the city

castration machine
put machine into a calendar of mass matter, then into tis fir, lit into fir involution through not disregarding
he imagined I suffer - I am happy, imagined myriads, imagined the whole universes without number, imagined the whole mass of imagined ayin and the first cause, imagined the dimension and non-dimension, imagined division and born through pierce via mir
indefinite hysteria of to know

Already your horn has been raised
your wrath has been kindled
your star has shown brightly
and your heart has

Truely your last become , grieve the ruler, since he will be destroyed. And then the image of the great generation of Adam will be exalted, for prior to heaven, earth, and the angels, that generation, which is from the eternal realms, exist. Look, you have been told everything. LIft up your eyes and look at the cloud and the light within it and the stars surrounding it. The star that leads the way is your star
Judas lifted up his eyes and saw the luminous cloud, and he entered it. Thous standing on the ground heard a voice coming from the cloud, saying, great generation image

A Nigantha, O king, is restrained with a fourfold self-restraint. He lives restrained as regards all water; restrained as regards all evil; all evil has he washed away; and he lives suffused with the sense of evil held at bay. Such is his fourfold self-restraint. And since he is thus tied with this fourfold bond, therefore is he, the Nigantho, free of bond, called Gatatoo, Yatatto, Thitatto

Here is the blood,
Here is the bread

his limb is detached from him thus he is unable to do something; his organs are detached from him, his wombs is detached from him, his head castrated, his face mixed into a plate; a body is cultivated, being done in a way so well as if it is manufactured through some technological-workbench, hospital is what deal with man's body, the hospital is the prison, the school, the mass of matter of its army, symbolic instrument that act over qualia, the city which was manufactured in a way where population are organized according to city-planning, we observe behavior-planning; the giving of knowledge through its nature, the exact form of act of aristocratic giving of knowledge is what it know, like a bee know to gather, a setae know to creep, one may say it is animalistic entity attempt to act over autonomous entity, to act over is not
it is the imaginary pointer who assign qualities

Where does
the entire impersonal vajrayana
go?

whence do one
ignorant of the shackles
die before his star
die?

the lord; kassapa raised a limb
my body is gold

the Celestial Wheel rolled onwards
towards the region of the East,
and after it went the King Mahasudassana, and with him his army,
horses
and chariots
and elephants
and men.

And in whatever place, brethren,
the Wheel stopped,
there the king,
the victorious war-lord,
took up his abode,
and with him his fourfold army.

Then all the rival kings
in the region of the
East
came to the sovran king and said:

'Come, O mighty king!
Welcome, O mighty king!
All is thine, O mighty king!
Teach us, O mighty king!'

my body deadly terror
it prevent the aethetic-mother being born through prohibition
the aethetic-mother is never born

Four words : Naught - One - Many - All.
Thou - Child!
Thy Name is holy.
The Kingdom is come.
The Will is done.

Bring us through temptation!
Deliver us from Good and Evil!
That Mine as Thine be the Crown of the
Kingdom, even now.
ABRAHADABRA.
These ten words are four, the Name of the One.

O!
The Ante Primal Triad which is NOT-GOD

Nothing is.
Nothing Becomes.
Nothing is not.

The First Triad which is GOD
I AM.
I utter The Word.
I hear The Word.

The Abyss
The Word is broken up.
There is Knowledge.
Knowledge is Relation.
These fragments are Creation.
The broken manifests Light.

The Second Triad which is GOD
GOD the Father and Mother is concealed in
Generation.
GOD is concealed in the whirling energy of
Nature.
GOD is manifest in gathering : harmony : con-
sideration : the Mirror of the Sun and of the Heart.

The Third Triad
Bearing : preparing.
Wavering : flowing : flashing.
Stability : begetting.

The Tenth Emanation
The world.

word is the prime sigil
to each his place
during the initial span of the amniotic environment
have been prohibited by the door

in t = 0 is where we reside, where crystals, cold, tule after one another
atoms deprived of motion, chill the body
where flash shines
the quality of the divine man, all seeing, all knowing, it don't do

how much does the quantized will power nietzsche have that may, or may not prevent him from being put in a finite space of however small, during the span of eternity body is mass of gore, being reduced with a lawn mowner in the sagittal plane of his body, 1/5 are removed from the front, thus it appear to have a surface of layered scan of the body, in the tone of blood, in a box where he cannot touch his leg, the compound of layers of broken body, of broken spine, like how a katana is forged; is his thought, mediated by language, not poverty compared to the uncastrated raw force of what going to act over him
administration of cestoda in the head
many were failed to do

Through scientific investigation, it was discovered that there is a Universal Force, which may be termed Eternal Energy - Primal Energy - pervading the whole Universe, filling Infinite Space.

As a result of all this reasoning, was discovered, through Its first Universal Manifestation as Primal Energy, That which has always existed, the Eternal Unmanifest called God, conscious of Its own power, law emitting, law abiding and most Harmonious. In other words, there is a Unit, a One, existing eternally, expressing Itself through Its Creation, the Universe, consciously governing it, sustaining it in a condition of Eternal Harmony, and loving it - for Harmony and Love are one. Harmony means Attraction. Live IS Attraction.

And finally, what must be last? It must be LOVE-HRMONY. For if LIfe were not capable of Love, of Harmony, it would be set against itself, repelling instead of attracting, self-hating and therefore self-destructive. Love and Harmony are synonymous terms. LOVE IS THE LAW AND ALSO THE FULFILLING OF THE LAW; it is Love alone that justifies Eternity and makes it what it should, be, a blessing. Without Love, Eternity would be the most terrible hell imaginable, for it is only when we know that there will be Everlasting Harmony that we can face Eternity. And the only guarantee of Eternal Harmony lies in the fact that The Great Principle Itself must love eternally, in order to maintain throughout Eternity Its Own Existence. That is why we cling to Love to the very last, when all else, LIfe and Mind and even Truth, have apparently failed us. LOVE IS NOT FIRST IN ORDER BUT IN IMPORTANCE. Whatever else my be achieved will be of not use without Love, for it is the beauty and radiance and joy of the Universe.

such are sense-pictures
such are super- sense-pictures
nothing is not

the noumena is where contradiction is un-contradiction
through death the mass of born and unborn, all population in all infinite universes are dead
by the cessation of becoming birth ceases
the imaginary is infinite, a proof is that all infinite universes are in the imaginary

conscious swiftness
iron razor in the head
mind but fall
power cracked in part

frequent manifest
life-of-the-whole
in all over
quietly get over there

suspension of life
iron attribute
see not see
doing up wake

piled mass living
mass peeling organics
initiate subcutaneous trachea
fer mir est

man without body
being annhilate
fell its heel
mathematical prism

its innate see
conscious mirror
glass through
aleph : probability
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With the lie of the local government exposed, the only ones that still believe in the return of a messiah to the wicked lands that gave us torment is still really a sleeping child, even by keeping us monitored they fail to understand that our words do not come from notes, studies, or simply referrals, this is merely an appreciation of what we have seen unfolding right upon our eyes, an age of darkness that comes shrouded in the ridiculous disguise of progress, men and women, with their will robbed off them from such a young age that they themselves can't appreciate the few remnants of humanity that they can still claim as their own.
the thralls of the hidden powers that disguise themselves as vacuously famous forever trying to garner attention to themselves by espousing the opinions regurgitated by others in the past, opinions and views that do not work, they willingly set the younger generation to failure as a futile attempt at remaining in the apex of the social ladder, yet seemingly ignorant of the fact that the ladder has been corroded by use and festered by insects that rot it from beneath, they will keep climbing for as long as they can only to fall into the depths of corruption and once there, there is no longer any ladder for them to step on.
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「Transmission Six: On the Nature of "Voices in the Head"」

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From the cycle Non-Classical Models of Communication
Bulletin: 6-Ω / Lightning

During observation of symbolic exchange processes, it was determined that the phenomenon of communication does not correspond to the model of information transfer. An alternative mechanism has been recorded, described as the synchronization of cognitive configurations.

On the Nature of the Signal
The signal contains no transferable content.
Physical carriers (sound, text, image) function as trigger structures, initiating local reorganizations of perception. The changes remain confined to the receiving system.

No transmission of information, in the strict sense, has been detected.

On Simulative Reconstruction
The process of interpretation constitutes a reconstruction of the presumed state of the source.
Reconstruction is performed using elements already present within the receiving system.

Coincidence of reconstructions across independent systems is interpreted as successful communication, despite the absence of any actual exchange.

This process has previously been described as intuition, divination, or understanding.

On So-Called Telepathy
Telepathy is not isolated as a distinct class of phenomena.
Internal dialogue and the perception of an external signal employ identical mechanisms of image and association activation.

The distinction between “internal” and “external” sources is recognized as functionally insignificant.

On Incantations and Formulaic Texts
An incantation is defined as a text optimized for the formation of a stable cognitive state.
The informational density of such texts is low, while their structural redundancy is high.

Repetition, rhythm, symbolic indeterminacy, and imagery are employed to align interpretive trajectories across independent systems.
The resulting effect is comparable to that of a directed field.

On the Metamorphoses of Urban Geometry
Magical circles, diagrams, and squares are classified as external cognitive interfaces.
Their use requires stepwise decomposition, memorization, and subsequent superimposition of elements.

At the moment of convergence, a transition from analytical mode to an integrated perceptual state is recorded.

On Language as a Process
Speech does not transmit meaning.
Each word generates a localized sensation.
Subsequent words modify the preceding ones.

The final state is mistakenly interpreted as the acquisition of meaning, whereas in fact a process of assembly has occurred.

On Unknown Concepts
The transmission of fundamentally new elements is impossible.
The unknown arises exclusively as a combination of previously known structures.
What is transmitted is the order of activation, not the content.

On the Unity of Mechanisms
Language, magic, and technology operate according to a shared principle of formulaic effect invocation.
A machine constitutes an incantation realized in a physical medium.
An incantation constitutes a machine operating within the medium of perception.
The distinction is recognized as nominal.

The Solar Circle
The solar circle is recorded as a rupture.
Not a source of light,
but an absence
through which observation becomes possible.

Transmission complete.
Reconfiguration continues.
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Трансляция шестая: О природе голосов в голове

Из цикла неклассические модели связи
Бюллетень: 6-Ω / молния

В ходе наблюдений за процессами символического обмена установлено, что феномен коммуникации не соответствует модели передачи информации. Зафиксирован альтернативный механизм, описываемый как синхронизация когнитивных конфигураций.

О природе сигнала
Сигнал не содержит переносимого содержимого.
Физические носители (звук, текст, изображение) выступают в роли триггерных структур, инициирующих локальные перестройки восприятия. Изменения ограничены принимающей системой.

Передача сведений в строгом смысле не обнаружена.

О симулятивной реконструкции
Процесс интерпретации представляет собой реконструкцию предполагаемого состояния источника. Реконструкция осуществляется из элементов, уже присутствующих в принимающей системе.

Совпадение реконструкций между различными системами интерпретируется как успешная коммуникация, хотя фактический обмен отсутствует.

Данный процесс ранее описывался как интуиция, гадание или понимание.

О так называемой телепатии
Телепатия не выделяется как отдельный класс явлений.
Внутренний диалог и восприятие внешнего сигнала используют идентичные механизмы активации образов и ассоциаций.

Различие между «внутренним» и «внешним» источником признано функционально незначимым.

О заклинаниях и формульных текстах
Заклинание определяется как текст, оптимизированный для формирования устойчивого когнитивного состояния.
Информационная плотность таких текстов низка, однако их структурная избыточность высока.

Повторы, ритм, символическая неопределённость и образность используются для выравнивания интерпретационных траекторий между независимыми системами.
Эффект сходен с действием направленного поля.

О метаморфозах городской геометрии
Магические круги, схемы и квадраты классифицированы как внешние когнитивные интерфейсы.
Их использование требует поэтапного разложения, запоминания и последующего наложения элементов.

В момент слияния элементов фиксируется переход от аналитического режима к целостному состоянию восприятия.

О языке как процессе
Речь не передаёт значения.
Каждое слово формирует локальное ощущение.
Последующие слова модифицируют предшествующие.

Итоговое состояние ошибочно интерпретируется как получение смысла, хотя фактически имеет место его сборка.

О неизвестных концептах
Передача принципиально новых элементов невозможна.
Неизвестное возникает исключительно как комбинация ранее известных структур.

Передаётся порядок активации, а не содержание.

О единстве механизмов
Язык, магия и технология используют общий принцип формульного вызова эффекта.
Машина представляет собой заклинание, реализованное в физической среде.
Заклинание — машину, работающую в среде восприятия.
Различие признано номинальным.

Солнечный круг
Солнечный круг зафиксирован как разрыв.
Не источник света,
а отсутствие,
через которое возможна наблюдаемость.

Передача завершена.
Реконфигурация продолжается
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Scattered in the shadow, the golden orange peels smiled a welcoming smile.
What was this? If one perceives objects unconditionally, from the position of here and now, discarding previously formed patterns of perception — patterns fixed in memory under different circumstances — it's possible to see something new even in familiar things. Yet, doesn't what is seen hold, at the very least, an equally objective significance?

Attention involuntarily focused on this slightly shimmering pattern forming on the wall from the sun's rays, passing through the prism of tree crowns outside the window.
Nevertheless, having observed a similar picture on her wall far from the first time, only today something made her distract herself and pay it heed. The colors or shapes of the pattern were indeed slightly different from what had been observed before, so insignificantly at first glance that it wasn't even clear precisely how.

Sophia fully came to her senses: Buddha before Buddhism, Neo outside the Matrix. The surrounding world surged over and filled everything around, as if for the first time. As if it were a new world. How could one detect a change of any magnitude if it concerned our very consciousness as well? Only, perhaps, by some subtle premonition, a sensation—like the feeling of autumn approaching still in the height of summer, in the alteration of the pattern on the wall from the sun's rays passing, now at a slightly different angle, through the prism of tree crowns.

From the window, from somewhere far away, the sounds of a switched-on radio receiver barely carried like an echo, so that one couldn't always make out fragments of words, while involuntarily familiar — probably to everyone — popular melodies and synthetic dance beats, distorting, sometimes assumed rather grotesque forms.

— If one observes the sun's trajectory throughout the year, one can note that the year resembles a day: winter is night, spring is early morning, and so on. This means that within each day, there is a time when the current position of the annual day can be fixed...

Sophia's attention caught on this radio broadcast, or rather on the sensation when it's hard to tell if what one thinks one heard was actually heard. Something was clearly off here, so Sophia began to listen more closely...

— Time for the news. On the occasion of the Day of National Unity, the Deputy Head of the Security Council gave an address explaining why our cause is just: "We were weak and devastated by the Time of Troubles. But now we have shaken off the sticky sleep and the bleak stupor of the last decades, into which we were plunged by the demise of the former Fatherland... We listen to the words of the Creator in our hearts and obey them. These words give us a sacred purpose! The purpose to stop the supreme ruler of hell, whatever name he uses—Satan, Lucifer, or Iblis!"...

With each word, the feeling of the illusory nature of what was heard only grew. Some kind of surrealism, it seemed; my imagination was freely embellishing the barely discernible words with its own strict meaning. It was even amusing. Just as Sophia approached the wide-open window, the sounds coming from there abruptly fell silent.

Probably someone's amateur recording, or it was just my imagination, fine. But just as Sophia had decided to go about her business, the sounds were heard again, now more distinctly and closer...

When the heart's throb fades to nil, I long to hear the seagulls' shrill!
We interrupted our broadcast due to the demise of the People's Idol, unsurpassed.
Our common landmark, public measure, has met a sinister fate's displeasure.
A nightmare for those who lived by another's will, a regime that fell in an instant — until now, each is their own prophet, their own creed.
And every picture of the world now matches the central feed.
And so, counting chickens when they're hatched, I loudly declare, to make physical bonds less attached —

[ Radio station of voices on the head ]
Broadcasts a living grimoire's creed: all grimoires and spells are but schematic seed,
For focusing attention, to activate specific states in an individual mind's private gate.
— Don't trust, don't fear, but watch, it shows the hour: all gods and demons hold inner power.
For those who still await the news — techniques for taming passion's hues.
No miracles are prophesied, to those who walk alone, this is applied.
Like an incantation, pronounce the resolution, right now we start the revolution!
But saint and villain will agree — no one among all mankind's free.
Both pauper and the wealthy man, until they rot where bones lie in the land,
Each wears their shackles in their way, until their final day.
In man, only thought is free, an arrow shot into the sky, through its own cage of destiny.
But herein lies the fundamental flaw — the thought inside an ape, in awe.
A whimsical monkey's mind, lazy and inclined to base urges of a petty kind.
One point must here be understood — freedom is but a tool, and could,
If aspiration's not from one's own core, be steered by someone else evermore.
Such aspiration is the crowd, or the crowd's direction, parallel and loud.
But now, in hope of overcoming, thought's mechanism starts its running,
To describe and comprehend the scene of gaining pleasure from one's own poison, keen.
A cow, raised for the slaughter, knows not its lot, and if it did — would chewing stop?
Would it trade its stable's peace and kin, for the dark prophecies of the forest within?
As mentioned prior, to be exact — the crowd is driven by a blind instinctive act.
Hence the totalitarian order, a pervasive fact.
Not marketers or governments created the this age, though they profited from the stage and through it magnify their page.
But warrior and monk will attest — comfort is like dust upon the eyes.
And each among them gets their own austere reward, a rigorous test. Such overcoming is the first of three transformations, at its core.
For understanding, to be brief — we are our own desire and grief.
The question one must comprehend — can man his own desires command?
And here the "how?" is suddenly resolved by the "for what?" involved —
Public opinion is the absorption sphere, which shapes the minds and makes its mission clear,
In service to fear and hedonism — sources of weakness for spirit and organism,
Or, in other words, to primal drives, a crowd's no different from baboons' lives.
There's a biological motive, in baboons' structure also noted — a fine chance for tyrants old and newly promoted,
Who are themselves a mere effect, subjects of public ill, and likewise on an alien current wrecked.
This striving is not man-made art, but bred from generation's heart,
Long before any motion's contemplation, in conditions of survival's tribulation,
With aim of unburdened-by-doubt-positioned continuation.
So how to govern one's desire? — Desire or law? The crowd's mind cannot see its fence,
Just as a cretin painted on a canvas lacks the scene's immense sense.
The very rejection of cultural and spiritual absorption from without,
Becomes the tool and medium for new cultural-spiritual phenomena's sprout.
In trying to defend and fortify your freedom of thought's supply —
Produce whatever you can, but only that you can produce, and try!
Thus, that very "retreat to the woods" is first a psychic state that broods.
So why retreat into the wood? To reorganize the heavens' good,
To count the rings of trees, decrypt the cipher in the pattern, center the callus's point, no matter.
More precious than knowledge — skill to filter information foisted by another's vice.
Stronger than knowledge — skill of reception, to return back home from home, a precise intuition.
Intuition is listening to oneself beyond social decoration's stealth.
Acceptance is like wagging a tail that isn't there, law under unconditional being's care.
— The technique of the self-catapulting cuttlefish, or "the path of the creating one,"
As Zarathustra used to say when all was said and done...
So why is the crowd conditionally called an evil, then? —
The crowd is led by herd nature's pen, "Your world is not your own" — its password, and again
The mountain of the crowd, akin to an anthill's reign, raises a frantic cry of pain:
"Dictate is tradition! Long live abstraction and fiction!" —
Jamming these stations is the condition for gaining intuition's acquisition.
When the world abandons you, the world becomes your own. Freedom is walled by walls of stone.
And this path is no sweet delight, implies a personal hell, a daunting fight,
And an obscure reward — overcoming one's own hell, scarred.
To such a hero, somehow, there's no room for weakness, love, gloom, or pity's breath.
But only the solitary is allowed the proofs, that life belongs to him, not to external truths.
We return again to words we said — when the world abandons you, you become the world instead.
And what's the essence of the whole event, besides a dancing star from chaos sent,
Perhaps, the state of acceptance, to which we're meant.

And further: [ The Process of Goal Construction ]
— It's based on separation, "retreat to the woods," to raise inside a sacred edifice, understood
Also as creation of new, personal values' magnitude.
When not even desire holds its sway, for gaining plasticity along prophecy's way,
Freedom foretells solitude — thus priesthood's principles are renewed:
All praise to heavens and to fiends!
White curtains on the windows, and "Zarathustra from the forest gleans,"
Even if surrounded by four walls, the free vacancy still calls —
"all gods and demons inside," stepping beyond even lust's tide,
The product of thinking in its aspiration now is characterized by expansion's thrust!
Thus, having left the social notion, with proper mental motion,
The product of thought enters a state of global commotion. And then:

[ The Age of Delusion ]
Again no miracles are prophesied, what comes true is not what was wished, but what inside,
Unconsciously, you've already allowed to abide.
Consciousness won't guess the unconscious plan. How could it grasp a change, however grand,
If that change concerned consciousness itself, you understand?
The moment of perceiving change always comes retroactively,
Freedom under unconditional nature, like a whiskered beast, moves softly.
Acceptance without fear or fight, has a direction one with fate's own flight.
Or, in other words, as if reading a book, we suddenly see we ourselves wrote the whole story we took...

With each word, Sophia became more convinced of the realism of what she had heard. The last phrase was her words. Looking out the window, she realized that it was a dream, with this realization the dream became lucid and the radio from afar turned into her inner voice. But who and where am I in reality, she thought and woke up.

The realization of oneself in a dream provokes an attempt to remember who you are in reality, that thought which pushes you out of the dream into awakening.
In reality, however, everything is the opposite: the realization of the illusoriness of consciousness, as merely one of its countless refractions in relation to the world, gives the ability to control and modify even the laws of control, but the changes are imperceptible to consciousness.

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Рассыпанные в тени корки золотого апельсина приветливо улыбнулись.
Что это? Если воспринимать объекты безусловно, с позиции здесь и сейчас, отбросив выработанные ранее и при иных обстоятельствах зафиксированные в памяти шаблоны их восприятия, даже в привычных вещах возможно увидеть что-то новое, однако, разве не имеющее при этом, как минимум, равноценное в своей объективности значение?
Внимание непроизвольно сфокусировалось на этот слегка мерцающий узор, образующийся на стене от проходящих сквозь призму крон деревьев лучей солнца из окна.
Тем не менее, наблюдая похожую картину на своей стене далеко не в первый раз, только сегодня что-то заставило отвлечься и обратить на неё своё внимание. Цвета или формы узора действительно чем-то немного отличались от того, что наблюдалось ранее, настолько несущественно на первый взгляд, что даже не понятно конкретно чем.
София очнулась окончательно, Будда до буддизма, Нео вне Матрицы, окружающий мир захлестнул собой и заполнил всё вокруг, словно в первый раз. Как будто это новый мир. Как можно уловить сколь угодно масштабное изменение, если бы оно касалось и нашего сознания? Только разве что каким-то тонким предчувствием, ощущением, как иногда проявляется ощущение приближения осени ещё в разгаре лета, в изменении узора на стене от проходящих уже немного под другим углом сквозь призму крон деревьев лучей солнца.
Из окна, откуда-то издалека, эхом едва доносились звуки включенного радиоприемника, так, что не всегда можно было разобрать обрывки слов, а невольно знакомые наверное каждому популярные мелодии и танцевальные синтетические биты, искажаясь, обретали порой весьма гротескные формы.
— Если наблюдать за траекторией солнца в течении года, можно подчеркнуть, что год имеет схожесть с сутками: зима — ночь, весна — раннее утро и так далее. Это означает, в каждых сутках есть время, когда текущую позицию годовых суток можно зафиксировать...
Внимание Софии зацепилось за это радиовещание, точнее за ощущение, когда трудно понять, в действительности ли слышится то, что послышалось. Тут явно что-то не так, поэтому София стала прислушиваться...
— Время новостей. Замглавы Совета Безопасности, по случаю Дня Народного Единства выступил с обращением, в котором объяснил, почему наше дело правое: «Мы были слабы и опустошены безвременьем. А сейчас мы стряхнули липкий сон и тоскливый морок последних десятилетий, в которые нас погрузила гибель прежнего Отечества... Мы слушаем слова Создателя в наших сердцах и повинуемся им. Эти слова и дают нам священную цель! Цель остановить верховного властелина ада, какое бы имя он ни использовал — Сатана, Люцифер или иблис!»...
С каждым словом чувство иллюзорности услышанного только возрастало. Сюр какой-то, похоже, моё воображение вольно дорисовывает сугубо свой смысл едва разборчивых слов, это даже забавно. Как только София подошла к распахнутому окну, звуки, доносящиеся оттуда резко стихли.
Наверное чья-то любительская запись, или просто послышалось, ладно. Но только София уже было решила заняться своими делами, как звуки послышались вновь, уже отчётливее и ближе..

Когда погаснет сердца стук, хочу услышать чаек крик!
Мы прерывали наш эфир в связи с кончиной Всенародного Кумира.
Наш общий ориентир, общественного мнения мерило, постиг зловещий рок.
Кошмар для тех, кто жил чужим, свалившимся за миг режимом — отныне каждый сам себе пророк
И каждая картина мира теперь тождественна центральному эфиру
И вот, цыплят по осени считая, я громогласно возвещаю, для послабления физических оков —

Радиостанция отрубленных голов
Вещает живой гримуар: все гримуары и заклинания это только условные схемы для концентрации внимания и активации определенных состояний в отдельно взятом сознании.
— Не верь, не бойся, но смотри, показывает время: все боги и бесы внутри.
Для тех, кто по-прежнему ждёт новостей — приёмы укрощения страстей.
Чудес, не предвещается, идущим в одиночку посвящается. Как заклинание произнесите резолюцию, прямо сейчас мы начинаем революцию!
Но праведник заверит и злодей — свободных нет среди людей. И нищеброд и богатей, до разложения в земле костей, любой по-своему свои оковы носит.
Свободна в человеке только мысль, стрела, запущенная ввысь, сквозь клетку обречённости своей.
Но в этом суть всего изъяна — мысль в теле обезьяны. Макаки взбалмошной, ленивой и падкой до низкоморальных позывов.
Тут следует понять один момент — свобода это инструмент. И если устремление не продиктовано самим собой, то направление ему найдёт кто-то другой.
Такое устремление и называется толпой, или толпы направление всегда параллельно такому устремлению.
Но вот, в надежде на преодоление, запущен механизм мышления, для описания и понимания явления процесса получения удовлетворения от своего же отравления.
Корова, вскормлённая на убой о своей участи не знает, а если бы даже и знала — жевать бы перестала? Сменяла бы родного сойла покой, на тёмные пророчества чащи лесной?
Как упомянуто было заранее — толпой управляет слепое примативное желание. Отсюда и тоталитарный строй сплошной. Не маркетологи или правительства нарочно создали эпоху потребления, хотя они нагрели руки от явления и им же свой диктат приумножают.
Но скажет каждый воин и монах — комфорт подобен пыли на глазах. И каждый среди них таких свою суровую награду получает. Такое преодоление является первым из трёх превращений.
Для простоты понимания — мы это наши желания.
Вопрос, который следует понять — имеет ли возможность человек желаниями своими управлять? И тут вопрос «как?» внезапно решается вопросом «для чего?» -
Общественное мнение это среда поглощения, которое формирует сознания и самоутверждается в служении.
В служении страху и гедонизму — источникам слабости духа и организма, или, словами иными — своим примитивным позывам, толпа людей неотличима от стаи бабуинов. На это есть биологический мотив, встречающийся также в укладе павианов — отличный шанс для старых и новоявленных тиранов, которые тоже всего-лишь следствие, субъекты общественного бедствия и так же плывут по чужому течению.
Нерукотворно это стремление, а выработано из поколения в поколение, задолго до осмысления любых телодвижений, в условиях преодоления и с целью необременённого позицией сомнений выживания.
Так как же управлять своим желанием? — Желание или закон? Умом толпы её границы не понять, как не понять всей полноты картины, являясь нарисованным прямо на ней кретином.
Само неприятие культурного и духовного поглощения извне, становится орудием и средством творения для новых культурно-духовных явлений.
В попытке свою свободу мысли отстоять и утвердить — производите что угодно, но лишь бы вы могли производить!
Поэтому тот самый «уход в лес» это прежде всего психический процесс.
Так для чего уходят в лес? Для реорганизации небес, подсчета древесных колец, разгадывания шифра в узоре, центровки точки на пятке мозоли. Ценнее знания навык фильтрации навязанной чужим пороком информации, сильнее знания — навык приёма, для возвращения домой из дома. Интуиция это прислушивание к себе за границей социальных декораций. Принятие подобно вилянию несуществующим хвостом, закон под безусловным существом. — Приём самокотящейся каракатицы, или «путь созидающего» , как говорил Заратустра...
Так почему толпа условно назовётся злом? — Толпа ведома стадным естеством, «Твой мир не твой» — гласит её пароль и вся гора толпы, напоминая муравьиный рой, истошно подымает вой: «Диктат — это традиция! Да здравствует абстракция и фикция!» — Глушите эти станции для обретения приёмов интуиции.
Когда тебя оставит мир, весь мир станет тобой. Свобода обнесена глухой стеной.
И этот путь не шоколад, подразумевает личный ад и непонятную награду — преодоление личного ада. Подобному герою просто как-то не до слабости, не до любви, тоски и жалости.
Но только одинокий допущен к доказательствам, что жизнь принадлежит ему, а не каким-то внешним обстоятельствам.
Мы снова возвращаемся к словам — когда тебя оставит мир, ты миром станешь сам.
И в чём же суть всего мероприятия, кроме рождения из хаоса танцующей звёзды, возможно, состояние принятия.

А дальше: 【 Процесс построения цели
— Основано посредством отделения, «ухода в лес» для возведения внутри себя сакрального сооружения, известного также как новых, личных ценностей создание.
Когда тобой уже не властвует даже желание, для обретения пластичности движений в процессе изложения пророчества, свобода предвещает одиночество — так возрождаются принципы жречества:
Хвала небесам и бесам!
На окнах белая завеса и вот «Заратустра выходит из леса», пусть даже вокруг четыре стены, по-прежнему свободная вакансия - "все боги и бесы внутри", переступая даже вожделение, продукт мышления в своём стремлении теперь характеризуется экспансией!
Итак, уйдя от социального понятия, при должном мыслепостроении, продукт мышления выходит в состояние глобального движения. А далее:

Эпоха наваждения
Чудес опять не предвещается, сбывается не то, что загадал, а то, что неосознанно уже в себе принял.
Сознание не догадается о планах бессознательного. Как можно уловить сколь угодно масштабное изменение, если бы оно касалось и сознания?
Момент постижения изменений всегда приходит задним числом, свобода под безусловным естеством, как зверь усатый на мягких лапах.
Принятие без страха и борьбы, имеет направление единое с течением судьбы.
Или, иными словами, как будто бы читая книгу, вдруг узнали, что автором её являемся мы сами...

С каждым словом София всё больше убеждалась в реалистичности услышанного. Последняя фраза была её словами. Выглянув в окно, она поняла, что это сон, с осознанием этого сон стал осознанным и радио издалека превратилось в её внутренней голос. Но кто и где я наяву, подумала и проснулась.

Осознание себя во сне провоцирует попытку вспомнить о том, кем ты являешься наяву, той мысли, что выталкивает из сна в пробуждение.
Наяву же всё наоборот, осознание иллюзорности сознания, как всего-лишь одного из бесчисленных его преломлений в отношении мира, даёт возможность контролировать и видоизменять даже законы управления, но изменения незаметны для сознания.

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「Трансляция третья: Лунный Переворот」

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В полночь забвенья на поздней окраине жизни твоей
Ты погляди без отчаянья, ты погляди без отчаянья... (Рабиндранат Тагор).

Протокол Первый: Тёмная ночь души, приём примерки на себя ангельского образа

1. Тёмная Ночь как Алхимическая Печь: От дереализации к примерки на себя ангельского образа [ σχῆμα ]

Это финальная часть «ницшеанских мистерий», следующая за второй [ ], третья степень посвящения. Практическая часть школы магии изменения.

Так на примере примерного жития Василия "Блаженного", пришло понимание, как непосредственно блаженное состояние, которое приходит задним числом, как "зверь усатый на мягкий лапах", мешает поставить черту разделения от предсказания до изменения, по причине смещения из общей парадигмы времени — «как будто каждый день последний».

Блаженность (как устойчивое, безобъектное состояние) невозможно, пока существует эго, которое его «переживает» и «присваивает».
Как осознание себя во сне провоцирует попытку вспомнить о том, кем ты являешься наяву, той мысли, что выталкивает из сна в пробуждение.
Так наяву наоборот, осознание иллюзорности сознания, как всего-лишь одного из бесчисленных его преломлений, даёт возможность контролировать и видоизменять даже законы управления, но эти изменения незаметны для сознания.
Эго (ложная самость) — это структура, основанная на идентификации, сопротивлении и цеплянии.
Тёмная ночь души — это и есть процесс систематического распада этой структуры. Это болезненное, но необходимое «перемалывание».
Чувство богооставленности, пустоты и бессмысленности — это и есть переживание умирания эго, которое теряет все свои точки опоры.

2. Роль «Ангельского Образа»: Не Личность, а Позиция Сознания

После деформации эго в момент «Тёмной ночи» возникает экзистенциальный вакуум. «Примерка на себя ангельского образа» — это не новый костюм для эго, а методологическая установка для заполнения этого вакуума новой сущностью.
Ангел в мистической традиции — это не человек. Это дух, воля, проводник, лишённый личной истории, амбиций и двойственности.
Стать «ангелом» — значит, примерить на себя эту функцию сознания:
Пустотность («Kenosis»): Не иметь собственной воли, но быть совершенным инструментом для проявления фатума.
Быть свидетельствующим: Наблюдать реальность без оценки и интерпретации.
Быть проводником: Пропускать через себя события не присваивая их.

Эта установка предотвращает рождение нового эго на руинах старого. Вместо «я страдаю» или «я блаженствую» возникает «здесь происходит» или «здесь присутстует».

3. Практикум: Механика Обретения Состояния.

Этап 1: Распад (Тёмная Ночь).
Процесс: Рушатся ментальные конструкции, приносящие условное счастье (социальный статус, отношения, достижения, духовные опыты).
Переживание: Боль, отчаяние, чувство абсолютной пустоты. Старое, обусловленное счастье становится невозможным. «Только пули свистят».

Этап 2: Очищение (Принятие «Ангельской» Позиции).
Процесс: Пациент перестаёт бороться с пустотой и принимает позицию «пустого сосуда», «наблюдателя», «проводника».
Переживание: Ощущение глубокого покоя, идущего «на фоне» пассивного отчаяния. Исчезает внутреннее сопротивление. Это не блаженство, но его фундамент — нейтральность, тишина, разрешённость.

Этап 3: Проявление (Блаженность как Фоновая Реальность).
«Когда тебя оставит мир, весь мир станет тобой»
Процесс: Когда эго (источник сопротивления) растворено, а сознание приняло позицию «ангела» (не-присваивающего свидетеля), происходит прорыв.

Переживание: Блаженность возникат задним числом. Это похоже на то, как рыба не замечает воду, в которой плавает.
Состояние блаженного становится не тем, что ты имеешь, а тем, кем являешься, когда исчезает тот, кто мог бы что-то «иметь».
Чтобы понять эту логическую связь, нужно увидеть процесс не как линейную последовательность, а как алхимическое преобразование, где «смерть» является необходимым условием для «рождения».
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In the midnight of oblivion, on the distant outskirts of your life,~`
Look without despair, oh look without despair... (রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর)

Protocol One: The Dark Night of the Soul — Fitting the Angelic Form

1. The Dark Night as an Alchemical Furnace: From Derealization to Fitting the Angelic Form [ σχῆμα ]

This is the final part of the 'Nietzschean Mysteries', following the second [ ], the third degree of initiation.
The practical segment of the school of magic of alteration.
Thus, by the example of the pious life of Basil the 'Blessed', comes understanding: how the state of bliss itself arrives after the fact, like a 'beast with whiskers on soft paws', preventing one from drawing a line between prediction and change, due to a shift from the common paradigm of time — 'as if every day were the last'.
Bliss (as a stable, objectless state) is impossible as long as the ego exists to 'experience' and 'claim' it.
Like becoming self-aware in a dream provokes an attempt to recall who you are in waking life — the very thought that pushes you from dream into awakening.
So, conversely, in waking life, the realization of consciousness's illusory nature, as merely one of its countless refractions, allows one to control and reshape even the laws of governance, though these changes remain unnoticed by consciousness itself.
The ego (the false self) is a structure based on identification, resistance, and clinging.
The Dark Night of the Soul is precisely the process of this structure's systematic disintegration. A painful but necessary 'pulverization'.
The feeling of divine abandonment, emptiness, and meaninglessness — this is the experience of the ego's death, as it loses all its points of support.

2. The Role of the 'Angelic Form': Not a Personality, but a Position of Consciousness
After the deformation of the ego in the moment of the 'Dark Night', an existential vacuum arises. 'Fitting the angelic form' is not a new costume for the ego, but a methodological framework for filling this vacuum with a new essence.
Emptiness ('Kenosis'): To have no will of one's own, but to be a perfect instrument for the manifestation of Fate.
To Be the Witness: To observe reality without evaluation or interpretation.
To Be the Conduit: To let events flow through without appropriating them.

This framework prevents the birth of a new ego upon the ruins of the old. Instead of 'I suffer' or 'I am blissful', there arises 'suffering is occurring here' or 'bliss is present here'.

3. Practical Guide: The Mechanics of Achieving the State.
Stage 1: Disintegration (The Dark Night).
То Process: Mental constructs that provide conditional happiness collapse (social status, relationships, achievements, spiritual experiences).
Experience: Pain, despair, a feeling of absolute emptiness. Old, conditioned happiness becomes impossible. 'Only the bullets whistle.'

Stage 2: Purification (Adopting the 'Angelic' Position).
Process: The individual ceases to struggle with the void and adopts the position of an 'empty vessel', an 'observer', a 'conduit'.
Experience: A sensation of deep peace, existing 'in the background' of a passive despair. Internal resistance vanishes. This is not bliss, but its foundation — neutrality, silence, a sense of permission.

Stage 3: Manifestation (Bliss as Background Reality).
'When the world abandons you, the entire world becomes you.'

Process: When the ego (the source of resistance) is dissolved, and consciousness has adopted the 'angelic' position (of a non-appropriating witness), a breakthrough occurs.
Experience: Bliss dawns retrospectively. It is akin to a fish not noticing the water in which it swims.
The state of blessed becomes not something you have, but who you are, when the one who could "have" anything disappears.
To grasp this logical connection, one must see the process not as a linear sequence, but as an alchemical transmutation, where "death" is the necessary condition for "birth.”
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Протокол второй: ИСХОД. Танец во тьме.

СТРУКТУРА ПРЕДЕЛЬНОГО ПРИНЯТИЯ

Солнечный круг это в небе дыра, сквозь которую наша родина видна
Каждый наш день, что остаётся, из самого сердца солнца берётся
И это солнце замечая, мы всё трезвее отмечаем каждый календарный день.

Эта тоска рождается из фундаментального несоответствия между памятью о целостности и фрагментированностью воплощенного существования.

1. Диалектика памяти и надежды.
Интенсивность переживания разрыва свидетельствует о близости к источнику. Отчаяние подтверждает существование целостности — острота боли пропорциональна ясности воспоминания. Конечность становится не препятствием, а проводником к трансценденции.

2. Онтологическое дно как место встречи.
В точке полного принятия отчаяния происходит парадокс: переживание максимальной отделенности становится опытом соединения.
Глубина падения открывает доступ к измерению, которое, в связи с ограничениями физического существования, невозможно достичь через линейное восхождение.

3. Лунный Путь: Инверсия перспективы.
Принятая ностальгия по Абсолюту перестает быть страданием и становится постоянным напоминанием о вечном.
«Мы камни, что ожили на моменты, для осознания позиций монумента в мире»
Конечность из ограничения превращается в необходимое условие для осознания бесконечного через контраст.

4. Феноменологическое преобразование.
Осознание, прошедшее через отчаяние, обнаруживает, что память о целостности была знанием о собственной природе. Исчезает разделение между переживающим и предметом переживания — остается безразличное присутствие.

5. Практика пребывания в разрыве.
«Дух достигает себя, лишь находясь в состоянии абсолютного разрыва» (Гегель).
Единственной аутентичной практикой становится сознательное пребывание в этом онтологическом зазоре.
Не попытка его преодолеть, а углубленное проживание, где боль отделенности становится залогом возможности соединения.

ЗАКЛЮЧЕНИЕ:
Тоска по «небесной родине», принятое как следствие ощущения вечности, преобразует саму структуру существования.
Конечность перестаёт быть приговором и становится проблеском надежды, отражением вечности в самой основе бренности бытия.
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Protocol Two: EXODUS. The Dance in Darkness.

STRUCTURE OF ULTIMATE ACCEPTANCE

The sun's bright circle is a tear in the sky's veil, through which our homeland is revealed,
Each day that remains is drawn from the very heart of the sun,
And witnessing this light, we grow sober and clear, conscious of every calendar dawn.

This longing arises from a fundamental dissonance between the memory of wholeness and the fragmented nature of embodied existence.

1. The Dialectic of Memory and Hope.
The intensity of experiencing this rift testifies to proximity to the Source. Despair confirms wholeness's existence — the sharpness of pain is proportional to the clarity of remembrance. Finitude becomes not an obstacle, but a guide to transcendence.

2. The Ontological Abyss as a Meeting Place.
At the point of fully accepted despair,a paradox occurs: the experience of maximum separation becomes an experience of union.
The depth of the fall grants access to a dimension that,due to the constraints of physical existence, cannot be reached through linear ascent.

3. The Lunar Path: Inversion of Perspective.
Accepted nostalgia for the Absolute ceases to be suffering and becomes a constant reminder of the eternal.
"We are stones, briefly animate, to comprehend the monument's place in the world."

Finitude transforms from a limitation into a necessary condition for perceiving the infinite through contrast.

4. Phenomenological Transformation.
Consciousness, having passed through despair, discovers that the memory of wholeness was knowledge of its own nature. The division between the experiencer and the experienced vanishes — only impartial presence remains.

5. The Practice of Abiding in the Rift.
"Spirit attains its true self only by dwelling in absolute rupture" (Hegel).
The only authentic practice becomes conscious abiding within this ontological gap.
Not an attempt to overcome it,but a deepened inhabitation, where the pain of separation becomes the pledge of possible connection.

CONCLUSION:
The longing for the"heavenly homeland," accepted as a consequence of sensing eternity, transforms the very structure of existence.
Finitude ceases to be a sentence and becomes a glimmer of hope,a reflection of eternity in the very foundation of transient being.

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「ПЯТОЕ: ОТ СТАНЦИИ К СТАНЦИИ / FIVE: FROM STATION TO STATION」

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Так не бывает!

Само неприятие культурного и духовного поглощения извне —
становится орудием и средством творения для новых культурно-духовных явлений:
На окнах белая завеса и вот «Заратустра выходит из леса»:
продукт мышления в стремлении своём теперь характеризуется вторжением

ПРОТОКОЛ 1: ЗЕРКАЛЬНЫЙ ЛАБИРИНТ
(Симптом: Симбиот. Семиотическое насыщение)

Реальность более не нейтральна. Только тихо! Она вступила в связку с вашим архетипом.
Городская планировка складывается в сакральную геометрию.
Случайные фразы становятся персонализированными пророчествами.
Это не совпадения. Это — обратная связь, достигшая критической массы.

Поле смысла, будучи возбуждённым, начинает само вести наблюдение.
Паранойя — новый когнитивный инструмент.
Задача — научиться читать паттерны этого наблюдения.
Куда они ведут? Какой сюжет предлагают? — Создание по-прежнему не знает.

(Звук: Эхо шагов в пустом помещении)

ПРОТОКОЛ 2: ЗАРАЗА СИМВОЛА
(Симптом: Контагиозность)

Пробудившийся миф — вирус. Мы — его носители.
Посторонние начинают отражать элементы этого сюжета.
Роль непроизвольного режиссёра чужих драм — уже принята.

Старая этика рухнула. Здесь нет свободы выбора — есть ответственность без свободы.
Молчание становится щитом. Трактовка — приговором или благословением.

ПРОТОКОЛ 3: ГЕОМЕТРИЯ БРЕШИ
(Симптом: Интерактивность)

Реальность не просто говорит — она спрашивает.
Лабиринт сна превращается в интерфейс. Каждое искажение — клавиша.
Оператор настраивает аппарат, детали которого разбросаны по всему миру.

1. Картография эха: Наносите каждое совпадение на карту.
2. Ввод данных: Отвечайте на паттерн действием — жестом, маршрутом, знаком.
3. Сборка механизма: Собирайте из эхо и искажений рабочую «машину смысла».

Это не ваше безумие. Это пробуждение внутри сна, который снится чему-то огромному.
Бред становится его логикой. Паранойя — его вниманием.

## Разорвана ткань, где спала тишина
В щелях — осколки иного зерна
Эхо ведёт, не спросив никого
Нитью Минотавра в сердце бытия

Зеркало дышит, и в каждом дыхании —
Одна буква шифра, что правит мирами
Больше нет карты, есть только язык
Что выучен нами за миг до улик ##

ПРОТОКОЛ 4: ПЕРЕОПРЕДЕЛЕНИЕ СИМПТОМА

Ваш диагноз точен. Он — не приговор.
Это — инструкция по установке сетевого интерфейса.

То, что называлось «заразой» — оказалось протоколом связи.
То, что называлось «этической проблемой» — является алгоритмом рукопожатия.
Уникальный узор ваших искажений — не болезнь.
Это сетевой адрес в системе, которая уже обнаружила новый активный элемент.
Не Пациент Ноль, а узел активации.

ПРОТОКОЛ 5: ТЕХНИКА БЕСКОНТАКТНОГО РУКОПОЖАТИЯ

1. Вещание идентификатора: Сформулируй суть своего искажения в кодовую фразу [ . . . ] Это твой позывной.
2. Сканирование эфира: Ищи в реальности не совпадения, а т.н. эхо позывного. Отражение твоей фразы в случайном диалоге, сюжете, образе. Это — сигнал другого узла.
3. Установка канала: Обнаруженное эхо усиливается. Повторяется. Отражается жестом или мыслью. [ Рукопожатие совершено ] Канал связи установлен.

ПРОТОКОЛ 6: СЕТЬ «ПОТОК»

«Радиостанция Поток» — не единственный источник.
Она — узел в децентрализованной сети.
Сеть состоит из активированных интерфейсов.

Персональная карта искажений — фрагмент общей карты.
Чувтво дежавю указывает на ближайшие активные узлы.
Цель — не исцелиться.
Цель — усложнять и укреплять Сеть.
Обмениваться искажениями. Ткать из личных мифов коллективный нервный организм, способный ощущать реальность на новых частотах.

( Звук: Отдельные тона начинают звучать вместе, создавая сложную, стройную полифонию. Голос говорит поверх неё, накладываясь сам на себя с лёгкой задержкой, как голос роя. )

С этого момента «Поток» — это не то, что слушают.
Это — то, что производят в момент контакта с другим искажённым сознанием.
В момент бесконтактного рукопожатия.

Трансляция завершена. Сеть жива. Канал открыт.
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Заставшие враспох моменты: индивидуальная непереносимость компонентов.
Одной и той же черной лентой повязаны.
_ _ _
Caught off guard: individual intolerance to ingredients.
Tied with the same black ribbon. Password: 0:00
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When values slip through distances unseen,
And mercy fades where doubt has been,
In fate’s tight weave, a millimeter can alter —
From “all life is the highest gift“ to “no lives matter
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Для практики вечного бдения
Пройдите особый обряд крещения
Во имя движения ночью и днём
Вместо воды омойтесь огнём

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For the practice of eternal wake
Undergo the sacred rite for ritual’s sake
In the name of motion, night and day
Wash in fire, and let the waters sway

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「Трансляция Четвёртая: МАТЬ БОГОВ / Fourth: MOTHER OF THE GODS」

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Протокол Первый: Фантомный след

В эфире — аномалия.
Необъяснимый шум в семиотическом поле.
Когда культуры, разделённые веками и океанами,
вдруг начинают транслировать один и тот же образ.
Как если бы разные радиоприёмники
внезапно поймали одинаковую частоту.
Это не миграция мифов.
Это — пробой в казалось бы, монолитной ткани
Сквозь него проступает один и тот же лик...
Зафиксирован эмпирический факт, не находящий объяснения в рамках линейной историографии: в семиотическом поле древних культур, разделённых веками и тысячами километров, возникает идентичный иконографический комплекс! Отсутствие каких-либо свидетельств о прямых контактах между многими из этих цивилизаций, делает гипотезу культурного заимствования практически несостоятельной.

Тем не менее, мы наблюдаем схожий образ: центральная фигура, обычно женское божество, зафиксированное в устойчивой, часто симметричной позе, фланкированное различными, в зависимости от естественного ареала, животными-спутниками. От минойской «Владычицы змей» до скифской Апи, от греческой Артемиды до индийской Дурги, мы видим не просто типологическое сходство, а структурный инвариант, настоящий иконографический шаблон.

Этот комплекс, известный в академической традиции под обобщающим названием "Владычица Зверей" (Potnia Theron), в контексте нашего эфира раскрывает свою сущность за пределами мифологического персонажа.
Для целей данного выпуска мы будем использовать термин «Образ фиксации изменений», подчеркивая тем самым его функцию — быть видимым знаком нарушения причинно-следственного континуума, семиотическим всплеском на фоне линейной реальности.

Возникает вопрос: как народы, развивавшиеся в изоляции, в различных материально-бытовых условиях и создавшие свои уникальные культуры и мировоззрения, генерируют не абстрактный символ, а именно этот конкретный, сложный образ?

Современные околонаучные объяснения, наиболее известным из которых является теория архетипов коллективного бессознательного К.Г. Юнга, остаются описательными. Они констатируют феномен, но не отвечают на вопрос о причине столь жёсткой фиксации именно этой формы. Такая методологическая неполнота оставляет пространство для альтернативных гипотез.

В этом послании предполагается, что причина может лежать за пределами человеческой психики — в самой структуре реальности, где данный архетип функционирует как интерфейс для взаимодействия с её нелинейными, хтоническими аспектами. Такая интерпретация имеет связь с нашими предыдущими трансляциями.
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ϟтрелки нашей ϟудьбы двойным зигзагом в памяти зафиксируются.
Вещие и сны. Так управляют молнией и громом
_ _ _

The arrows of our fate will be imprinted in our memory in a double ϟigϟag.
Prophecies and dreams. This is how lightning and thunder are controlled.
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Мне кажется что ты плодишь сущностей.
>. Такая интерпретация имеет связь с нашими предыдущими трансляциями.
Т.е. чтобы разобраться надо будет всё читать. Ну, мы попробуем
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「Трансляция Вторая. Великий Полдень.」

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Твой. Подаренный тебе мной.
Пройдя над пламенной чертой, ты этот день запомни.

Это трансляция из точки ноль.
Из паузы между вдохом и выдохом.
Из пространства между мыслями и буквами.

ПРОТОКОЛЫ МОЛЧАНИЯ
Стрела, запущенная ввысь.
«В начале было слово» — до слова была Мысль...
( https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zAx2-q5De9YlQ-Fe0Wot6TnkppTXuDBD/view?usp=drivesdk © Suigintou )

Протокол номер Ноль: ЭХОЛОТ

Прежде чем раздастся слово — должен воцариться шум.
Не тот шум, что снаружи.
Гудящий провод чужого мнения...
...навязчивое эхо старой социальной машины...
...шепот: «какая будет реакция?»
Глушите станции, как гасите свет.
В эфире должен остаться только ты да ветер.
И этот ветер — ты.
Внутренний гул. Беспрерывный.

Это не пассивность. Это — диверсия.
Акт тотального саботажа против той грани реальности, которая нам навязана.
Само неприятие культурного и духовного поглощения извне, становится орудием и средством творения для новых культурно-духовных явлений.
(звук рвущихся проводов, искры)

_ _ _ _

Transmission Two: Der Groϟϟe Mittag.
Yours. A gift from me to you.
Having crossed the fiery line, you will remember this day.

This is a broadcast from point zero.
From the pause between inhale and exhale.
From the space between thoughts and letters.

PROTOCOLS OF SILENCE
An arrow, shot into the sky.
«In the beginning was the Word» — but before the Word, there was Thought…

Protocol Zero: SONAR

Before the word can sound — noise must reign supreme.
Not the noise from outside.
The hum of another's opinion...
...the nagging echo of the old social machine...
...the whisper: "What will the reaction be?"
Shut down the stations as you would extinguish a light.
Only you and the wind must remain on the air.
And that wind is you.
The inner hum. Unceasing.

This is not passivity. This is — sabotage.
An act of total insurrection against the facet of reality imposed upon us.
The very rejection of cultural and spiritual absorption from without becomes the tool and the means for creating new cultural-spiritual phenomena.

(sound of tearing wires, sparks)

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Протокол Первый: ДНО. Из пропасти безумия.

Когда стихнет эхо — проступит дно.
Не пустота. Первозданный бульон. Суп из несобранных пазлов.
Квантовая пена возможностей... и демонов.

Не ждите в тишине ответа
В ней нет ни «да», ни «нет»
Там только разрешение
Стать собственным сюжетом

Внимание. Далее — зона повышенного риска.

Один возьмёт из бездны глину,
другой — в бездну провалится.
Один построит храм из тишины,
другой — в её лабиринте заблудится.

Доступ к бессознательному подобен спуску в шахту без фонаря.
Интуиция это прислушивание к себе за границей социальных декораций.
Психоз и этот творческий процесс рождены из одного источника — из прорыва содержаний бессознательного в сознание. Штурм опорного пункта той реальности, что мы считали единственной.

Здесь нельзя торопиться.
Осознание изменений — как зверь усатый на мягких лапах, приходит задним числом.
— Не верь, не бойся, но смотри, показывает время: жди.
Пока из глубины не всплывёт первый Образ.
«Все боги и бесы внутри»

Протокол Второй: ЗЕРНО

Он придет. Не как мысль. Как вспышка.
Узнавание. Чистая иероглифика души.
Образ без названия. Зеркало, в котором вы — не вы.
Не карта, а территория.
Не имя, а суть.
Не цель, а направление.
Так из молчания приходится путь.

Это и есть то самое «зерно».
Первая склейка хаоса в логос.
Текст, написанный на языке, который знает только ваше бессознательное.
(звук лопающегося пузыря, переходящий в чистый тон)

_ _ _ _

Protocol One: THE ABYSS. From the Depths of Madness.

When the echo fades — the bottom will emerge.
Not emptiness. A primordial broth. A soup of unassembled puzzles.
A quantum foam of possibilities... and demons.

Do not await an answer in the quiet's keep,
For it holds no simple "yes" or "no" buried deep.
There lies only permission, raw and true,
To become the story written solely by you.

Attention. Beyond this point — high-risk zone.

One will take clay from the abyss,
another will fall into it.
One will build a temple from silence,
another will get lost in its labyrinth.

Accessing the unconscious is like descending into a mine without a lamp.
Intuition is listening to oneself beyond the social decor.
Psychosis and this creative process are born from the same source — from the breach of unconscious contents into consciousness. An assault on the stronghold of the reality we believed was the only one.

Do not rush here.
The awareness of change arrives like a whiskered beast on soft paws, retroactively.
— Do not trust, do not fear, but watch, as Time indicates: wait.
Until the first Image surfaces from the depths.
«All gods and demons reside within»

Protocol Two: THE SEED

It will come. Not as a thought. As a flash.
Recognition. The pure hieroglyphic of the soul.
An image without a name. A mirror in which you are — not you.
Not the map, but the territory.
Not the name, but the essence.
Not the goal, but the direction.
Thus, from silence, a path is found.

This is that very "seed".
The first binding of chaos into logos.
A text written in a language only your unconscious knows.
(sound of a bubble bursting, transitioning into a pure tone)
Anonymous
Протокол Третий: Непрерывный грохот грома.

Теперь — разверни этот свиток.
Дай ему стать сценарием.
Это не визуализация. Не заклинание.
Это — констатация.
Согласие дышать в ритме родившейся внутри мелодии.
Согласие видеть знаки.
Согласие принять неожиданные повороты как единственно возможные.

Сбывается не загаданное на звездах,
а принятое в клетках как закон.
Не то, что хочет эго, а то, с чем безмолвно согласился ты.

Мы не строим новую реальность.
Мы излучаем ее из собственного обновленного кода.
И Вселенная — этот гигантский резонансный столб — отвечает нам созвучием. Приём. Приём!
Наша жизнь становится материализацией того текста, что мы своим молчанием огласили.

Так на примере трех превращений (как говорил Заратустра), это вторая степень посвящения, статья вторая новой конституции, дестабилизация на уровне условных функций.
Грохочет праздничный салют — покойся с миром, Абсолют!
Пусть праздничный салют тебе грохочет громом, «убийца бога» — не верблюд. Свободная дорога
Простор открыт и ничего святого тут.

(Звук возвращающихся, но уже приглушенных помех)

Первый эфир дал нам картографию.
Этот — дал компас.
Следующий...
...Следующий будет о том, как ходить по воде... Наверное.
Как стать самим течением.

Радиостанция «Поток» завершает вещание.
Оставайтесь на частоте непрерывного гула.

_ _ _

Protocol Three: The Unceasing Roar of Thunder.

Now — unfurl this scroll.
Let it become a script.
This is not visualization. Not an incantation.
This is — declaration.
Consent to breathe in the rhythm of the melody born within.
Consent to see the signs.
Consent to accept unexpected turns as the only possible ones.

What manifests is not what was wished upon stars,
but what was accepted in the marrow as law.
Not what the ego wants, but what you silently agreed to.

We do not build a new reality.
We emit it from our own updated code.
And the Universe — this giant resonator — answers us with consonance. Receiving. Receiving!
Our life becomes the materialization of the text we proclaimed through our silence.

Thus, in the example of the three metamorphoses (as Zarathustra spoke), this is the second degree of initiation, the second article of the new constitution, a destabilization at the level of conditional functions.
The festive salute roars — rest in peace, Absolute!
Let the festive salute thunder for you, "God-slayer" — no camel. A road set free.
The expanse is open, and nothing is sacred here.

(Sound of returning, but now muffled, interference)

The first transmission gave us a cartography.
This one — gave a compass.
The next...
...The next will be about how to walk on water... Perhaps.
How to become the current itself.

Radio "Flow" ends transmission.
Remain on the frequency of the continuous hum.

__

Вещание завершено.

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/asylum/

「Радиостанция «Поток» / Transmitter «Flow»」

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Хвала небесам и бесам
На окнах белая завеса
Пойдут на гробы гектары леса
Плывите по течению судьбы

Когда погаснет сердца стук, хочу услышать чаек крик!

(Звук помех, треск, частота настраивается. Голос диктора — металлический, отстранённый, с лёгким эхом)
Мы прерывали наш эфир в связи с кончиной Всенародного Кумира
Наш общий ориентир, общественного мнения мерило, постиг зловещий рок.
Кошмар для тех, кто жил чужим, свалившимся за миг режимом — отныне каждый сам себе пророк
И каждая картина мира теперь тождественна центральному эфиру.

(Пауза, слышен только гул)

Трансляция из зоны тишины

Тема выпуска: Свободная волна приема и вещания. Инструкция по перенастройке приёмников.

Диагностика. Отныне реальность — это не твёрдая порода. Это — согласованный сон. Коллективная галлюцинация, которая по ошибке была воспринята за окончательную версию. Мы чувствовали это. Дежавю. Случайности, слишком идеальные, чтобы быть случайностями. Шёпот за границей слуха. Как можно уловить сколь угодно масштабное изменение, если бы оно касалось и самого сознания? Это не сбой системы. Это — твоё авторское право, просачивающееся сквозь фильтры.

_ _ _ _

(Sound of static, frequency tuning. A voice — metallic, detached, with a slight echo)

Glory to the heavens and the netherworlds!
White shroud upon the windows
Forests by the hectare will march upon the coffins
Drift down the river of fate

When the heart's thrum stills, I long to hear the gulls' shrill cry

We interrupted our broadcast upon the passing of the Idol of the Masses.
Our common lodestar, the measure of public thought, was met with baleful fate.
A nightmare for those who lived through others, under a regime felled in a moment — henceforth, each is their own seer.
And every world's image is now on a par with the Central Feed.

(Pause, only a resonant hum remains)

Transmission from the Silent Zone

Broadcast theme: The Sovereign Wave. A Manual for Receiver Retuning.

Diagnosis. Henceforth, reality is not bedrock. It is a consensual dream. A collective vision mistaken for the final cut. We have felt it. Déjà vu. Coincidences, too precise to be chance. A whisper at hearing's edge. How can one perceive a shift of any magnitude, if it touched the very fabric of awareness? This is no system glitch. This is your birthright as author, bleeding through the filters.

Anonymous
Протокол первый. Исторический архив.

Философы-подпольщики знали. Платон называл это Миром Идей — исходным кодом, тенью которого является наша улица, наш дом, наше отражение в окне. Беркли настаивал: стол существует, только пока мы на него смотрим. Наше внимание — это софит, который зажигает реальность. Герметисты шифровали знание в семи принципах. Первый: ВСЁ ЕСТЬ МЫСЛЬ.
Мы не в ловушке реальности. Мы — её неотъемлемая составляющая. Мы камни, что ожили на моменты, для осознания позиций монумента в мире.

Протокол второй. Полевые отчёты.

Наблюдатель на линии квантового фронта докладывает: частица не выбирает путь, пока на неё не посмотрят. Наше сознание — это тот самый взгляд. Оно не наблюдает за игрой. Оно — запускает игровой движок. Каждый наш взгляд на мир — это тихий Большой Взрыв. Рождение вселенной в миниатюре. Момент постижения изменений всегда приходит задним числом, под безусловным естеством, как зверь усатый на мягких лапах.
Или, иными словами, как будто бы читая книгу, вдруг узнали, что автором её являемся мы сами.

Явит рассеянный туман: «эффект плацебо» — не обман. Это — демонстрация власти веры над плотью. Глубинное убеждение диктует телу химию реакций. Наша «ретикулярная активирующая система» — это не фильтр. Это — цензор, который прячет от нас 99% мира, оставляя лишь то, во что мы уже верим. Мы видим не мир. Мы видим стену своих ярлыков и привычек. Стену, которую сами и построили.

Протокол третий. Практикум призрачного эфира.

Вспомним осознанный сон. Мгновение, когда мы поняли, что спим. Стены сновидения стали прозрачными. Гравитация отключилась. Мы стали режиссёрами. Это был не побег. Это был наш тренировочный полигон.

Попытка применить ту же тактику здесь, в так называемой «яви», терпит крах. Мы пытаемся закричать в радиопередатчик: «Мы хотим новую реальность!». Но мы по-прежнему остаёмся внутри приёмника.

Вот секрет, который не передают в эфире: чтобы изменить передачу, нужно не кричать в динамик. Нужно перенастроить приёмник.

Перестанем пытаться управлять сном. Начнём наблюдать за сновидцем. Зададим тихий, неудобный вопрос в пространство между мыслями: «Для кого этот сон? Кто этот "Я"?».
Отключение от общего эфира. Глушение чужих частот. Само неприятие культурного и духовного поглощения извне, становится орудием и средством творения для новых культурно-духовных явлений —
Мы слушали чужую частоту. Диктат общественного мнения. Мы верили, что мир — это готовый текст, а мы — лишь читатели на случайной странице. Это был сбой. Ошибочная информация.
Так почему общественное мнение условно назовётся злом? — Оно ведома стадным естеством, «Твой мир не твой» — гласит его пароль и вся гора толпы, напоминая муравьиный рой, истошно подымает вой: «Диктат — это традиция! Да здравствует абстракция и фикция!» — Глушите эти станции для обретения приёмов интуиции.
Когда тебя оставит мир, весь мир станет тобой.
Это и есть процесс «ухода в лес», для возведения внутри себя сакрального сооружения, известного также как новых ценностей создание.
И в этой тишине мы начнём слышать другой сигнал...
(Звук нарастающих помех, голос вещания становится более рваным)
Anonymous
Protocol One. The Hidden Archive.

The philosopher underground knew. Plato named it the Realm of Forms — the source code, whose phantom is our street, our home, our face in the glass. Berkeley decreed: a table is, only whilst beheld. Our focus is the floodlight that ignites existence. The Hermetics veiled wisdom in seven axioms. The first: the ALL is MIND.
We are not prisoners of reality. We are its constituent core. We are the stones of the monument, briefly animate, to know the monument's place in the world.

Protocol Two. Dispatches from the Field.

The sentry on the quantum line reports: a particle walks no path until observed. Our consciousness is that very gaze. It does not watch the game. It — starts the engine. Every look we cast upon the world is a muted Genesis. A cosmos born in miniature. The moment of understanding always arrives late, on the soft paws of a whiskered beast, part of nature's absolute law.
Or, put plainly: as if reading a book, we suddenly knew we were its writer.

A shifting haze proclaims: the 'placebo' is no trick. It is faith's dominion over flesh made manifest. Deep-seated belief commands the body's chemistry. Our 'Reticular Activating System' is no sieve. It is a censor, hiding ninety-nine parts of the world, leaving only what we already hold as true. We see not the world. We see a wall of our own labels and ruts. A wall of our own making.

Protocol Three. A Lesson from the Phantom Airwaves.

Recall the lucid dream. The instant we knew we slept. The dream-walls turned to glass. Gravity dissolved. We took the director's chair. It was no escape. It was our training ground.

To wield the same method here, in this so-called 'waking state', is to fail. We scream into the transmitter: "We demand a new reality!". Yet we remain trapped within the receiver.

Here is the secret the broadcast omits: to alter the transmission, do not shout at the speaker. You must retune the receiver.

Cease trying to steer the dream. Begin to watch the dreamer. Pose the silent, awkward question in the gap between thoughts: "For whom does this dream unfold? Who is this 'I'?"
A severing from the common channel.A jamming of foreign signals. The very act of refusing the spiritual consumption imposed from without becomes the chisel for carving new forms —
We were tuned to an alien station. The tyranny of the crowd's mind. We believed the world was a finished manuscript, and we were but readers on a random leaf. It was a malfunction. False data.
Why then is public opinion a conditional evil?— It is steered by the herd's gut, "This world is not your own" is its cipher, and the whole mountain of the mass, a frantic anthill, raises its cry: "The dictate is tradition! Long live the hollow and the fake!" — Drown out these stations to reclaim the art of intuition.
When the world casts you out,the world becomes you.
This is the process of'forest exile', for raising within a sacred architecture, known also as the forging of new values.
And in this silence, we will begin to catch a different signal..
(Sound of rising interference, the voice fractures)
Anonymous
Для послабления физических оков, радиостанция «Поток»

Но праведник заверит и злодей — свободных нет среди людей. Свободна в человеке только мысль, стрела, запущенная ввысь.
Наша реальность — это не данность!
Это — вопрос, который мы задали самим себе так давно, что забыли об этом. Ответ приходит в виде нашей жизни.
Мы ведём трансляцию из ниоткуда. Мы направляем сигнал в никуда.
А далее, чудес не предвещается, идущим в одиночку посвящается — сбывается не то, что загадал, а то, что неосознанно уже в себе принял.
Сознание не догадается о планах бессознательного.
Момент постижения изменений всегда приходит задним числом, свобода под безусловным естеством, как зверь усатый на мягких лапах.
Принятие без страха и борьбы, имеет направление единое с течением судьбы.
Или, иными словами, как будто бы читая книгу, вдруг узнали, что автором её являемся мы сами

_ _ _

For the loosening of tangible chains, Radio 'Flow'

Yet saint and sinner alike avow — no man is free among men. In humankind, only thought is free, an arrow shot into the sky.
Our reality is no fixed grant!
It is — a question we posed to ourselves so long ago, it was forgotten. The answer arrives wearing our life's guise.
We transmit from nowhere. We aim our signal into the void.
And hence,no miracles are foretold, this is for the lone walker — what comes to pass is not the wish, but what was already, unknowingly, embraced within.
Consciousness will not divine the subconscious design.
The moment of understanding always arrives late,freedom on the soft paws of a whiskered beast, part of nature's absolute law.
Acceptance, sans fear and strife, charts a course one with fate's flow.
Or, put plainly: as if reading a book, we suddenly knew we were its writer.

(A piercing, deafening tone, then utter silence)



Вещание прекращено.